Scars ~ Part 38

“ASR’s been arrested…”

 

Khushi felt all the blood drain out of her body.

 

“What are you saying?”

“Arnav is being held in police custody right now and he has asked me to call you and let you know so you don’t worry.”

“I don’t understand.”

“He’s told me not to say anything more and that when he gets home, he’ll tell you everything himself. But right now, he’s in custody, his lawyer is on his way down here and we shall try and get ASR out as soon as we can.”

“I…”

“Please don’t worry, we’ll get it all sorted and we’ll get him back to you as soon as we can.”

 

Khushi disconnected the call and put her phone down. What on Earth!? How could this happen. Slowly lowering herself onto the sofa, Khushi tried to make sense of what she had just been told. Surely, she must have misunderstood? Arnav, in prison?

 

*****

 

It was nearing 4am when Khushi heard their bedroom door slowly open. Jumping to her feet, Khushi rushed over to the door. Arnav walked into the room as quietly as he could, thinking that Khushi must have fallen asleep already. Before he could shut the door, Khushi rushed into his arms.

 

“Hey you.”

“Arnav…”

“Why are you still awake baby?”

“How could I sleep?”

“Let me freshen up and then we can go to sleep.”

“Arnav please, tell me what happened.”

“I know you need to know but please can we talk about it in the morning, I really just want to get into bed with you right now.”

 

Khushi understood, she could see the deep lines in his face, how tired his eyes looked. He needed rest and he needed her. The questions could wait until tomorrow.

Arnav went into the bathroom and Khushi quickly rushed over to the mirror to make sure she looked nice. Her husband needed her, now more than ever, and she knew how she needed to ease his tensions.

 

Once in the bathroom, Arnav got out of his clothes, and stepped under the warm water of his shower. It felt so good to be out of his clothes, he’d been in them for so long, he’d started to feel suffocated. Whilst washing himself, Arnav reflected over the events of the day. Sheetal had done as she’d promised, she’d got him, and she’d got him good. Anger coursed through body, and Arnav punched the wall. How could this have happened, how had he let this happen. Everything was in jeopardy now, everything he’d worked for, everything he’d earned. His name, his respect, everything. And then there was Khushi. They had spent so much time building their relationship, establishing a level of trust. Now due to Sheetal, his relationship with Khushi maybe in trouble.

Arnav finished his shower and got out of the bathroom. Walking into the bedroom, he found his wife waiting for him in bed. Did he really believe that Khushi would have gone to sleep knowing that he was troubled. Smirking, Arnav dropped the towel and walked towards his bed. He didn’t care that his penis was hardening with every step he took towards the bed, he didn’t care that he was letting Khushi see just how much she affected him without ever doing anything. He cared that she was there, that she was there for him.

Khushi crawled forwards to the edge of the bed and raised her arms. Arnav fell straight into them, holding Khushi close. This was all he needed right now, everything with Sheetal could wait until tomorrow. Right now, he needed his wife, he needed his Khushi. He let his lips, find hers, and he moved into Khushi, making her move back towards the centre of the bed. Arnav’s hands found the hem of Khushi’s nightdress and he pulled it away from her body. He didn’t want to play it slow, he didn’t want to be patient. Glad to find that she had decided not to bother with any underwear, he grabbed hold of one of her breasts and kneaded it with his palms. Khushi moaned against his mouth, her hands running down his body to take his member into her hands. He was hard, ridiculously hard.

Arnav pushed Khushi onto her back and placed himself over her body. This wasn’t how he usually played it, he usually liked to take the time to love her body, to kiss every inch of her, to tease her, but right now, he needed one thing, and even if that seemed a little crazy or messed up, he didn’t care. He just needed sex with his wife. He needed to have her, to know she was his and always would be. It was that simple.

 

*****

 

“Arnav, Aman ji’s on the phone.”

 

Arnav rolled his eyes without opening them, groaned and then got up slowly. He opened his eyes to find Khushi stood by the edge of the bed, fully dressed, holding the phone out to him. Taking the phone off her, Arnav made a mental note to take every scrap of clothing of Khushi’s body the moment he got off the phone.

 

“What is it Aman?”

“I’m really sorry to be calling so early, but your lawyer really needs to see you.”

“Can’t it wait?”

“The sooner we get this sorted, the better. If we leave it too long, we risk the media getting whiff of this and we really can’t afford for that to happen.”

“What time does he want to see me?”

“Half 9.”

 

Arnav looked up at the clock, it was just passing 7:15.

 

“Alright, where does he want to meet?”

“I offered my office at my house or we could go to his office?”

“I’d much rather do it at your house.”

“That’s fine by me, I’ll see you in a bit.”

“Yeah.”

“ASR, it’s going to be okay, we all know you’d never do what she’s accusing you of.”

 

Arnav thanked Aman for his support and then disconnected the call. He really didn’t want to be talking about this right now. The moment he put the phone down, he realised though that he would need to talk about it, he needed to tell Khushi. She may not have pressed the matter last night, but right now, she was standing by the side of the bed, biting her nails, waiting for him to tell her what was going on.

Arnav extended his arm out to Khushi and she took his hand. Pulling her towards the bed, he got her to sit down and then shuffled closer to her. He took a deep breath and then looked into her eyes. They were filled with worry. Arnav looked away, feeling ashamed that he was doing this to her.

 

“Sheetal… She’s…”

 

Khushi held Arnav’s hand tightly, urging him to go on.

 

“She’s accusing me of attempting to rape her.”

 

Khushi dropped Arnav’s hand, her eyes wide with shock.

 

“She WHAT?”

“I swear to you Khush, I didn’t.”

“No, no, I believe that you’d never even think about doing something as ghastly as that but…”

 

Arnav explained the events of yesterday, how it all began, what had gone down. He told her everything, he didn’t leave any details out, she deserved to know the truth, the whole truth.

Khushi pulled Arnav close to herself and she just held him. How could someone be that low? Did Sheetal honestly have no shame.

 

“You do believe me, don’t you?”

“Of course I do. She’s deranged and she’s jealous. This will all be over before you even know it.”

“But it’s my word against hers, and people always believe the woman in cases like this.”

 

She could feel he was getting scared now, he was holding her more tightly, his breathing shallow. Khushi pulled herself away slightly and she kissed his lips lightly, with more meaning than ever before.

 

“But people know you Arnav, people respect you. No one is going to be that stupid to believe her over you.”

“What happens if they don’t. They’ll throw me into prison, they’ll castrate me.”

 

Khushi looked at her husband, the man who was always so collected was a nervous wreck. She took him into her arms and held him close to herself.

 

“It’s going to be okay, we are going to get through this. We will find a way to get this sorted. It didn’t happen, nor were you trying to make it happen. They won’t find any proof. Nothing can happen if they can’t prove that you wanted to do anything to her.”

“Khushi what are we meant to do…”

“We hold our heads high and we fight this bi*ch for everything she’s worth and we win. We will win and we will destroy her.”

“Thank you for believing me, thank you for being here for me.”

“There’s nowhere else I would ever want to be.”

“But if you weren’t with me, I’d understand. After everything I put you through and now all this…”

“Shh, remember we said we would never talk about what happened before ever again.”

“We did but… I can’t forgive myself for it.”

“Well I have forgiven you.”

“I honestly don’t deserve you.”

“Maybe you don’t, but you’ve got me any way and we’re going to get through all this together.”

 

*****

 

“Are we going to win this case Singhania?”

“She doesn’t have any proof but neither do we. But that article in the newspaper she got published could be beneficial for us. We can use that to show the court that she is obsessed with you, that she’s trying to defame you.”

“But the article was written in her support, she made it seem like I’d made a move on her back then as well.”

“But she’d lied. She said she broke away from you and that she ended the party. But that was lies! All we have to do is get people from the party to tell us who actually ended the party, they will say you. Once they do that and people are aware that Sheetal lied, they will start questioning everything she’s been saying. Once that happens, she has a harder case to fight because how are people supposed to believe a liar.”

“That’s one way of looking at everything, but at the same time all this can be used against me. They could say that because she lied about all that I wanted to punish her or something and so I did what she’s accusing me of doing.”

“It is a tricky case, but we will fight it and we will win. We will prove your innocence and we’ll get her sent down for being a lying little bi*ch.”

 

Arnav looked to Aman.

 

“Aman what did the security company say about regarding the security footage from my office?”

“They said we can’t access it. It’s against company policy.

 

Arnav shook his head and buried his face in his hands. That footage was all they needed to prove his innocence. At this point, Aman looked up from the notes that they had.

 

“ASR, I think we just have to go for it. We all know you could never do what she’s accusing you of. The people of the jury know who you are, they don’t know anything about her. Once we start showing people that she’s a liar, her case will become so weak she may even admit the truth.”

“I really hope what you’re saying happens, because if it doesn’t work out, I don’t know what I’m going to do.”

“We’ll get through this, don’t you worry, we will make sure the whole world knows the truth.”

Scars ~ Part 37

“Arnav, I’ve got college so I’m leaving now.”

“What time will you come to the office? Do you and Raj not have the project to finish?”

“I think we’ll come in tomorrow.”

“But baby, I need to see you.”

“You’ll see me when I get home.”

“That’s not soon enough.”

 

Arnav pulled Khushi into his arms and kissed her lightly on the lips. Things had been going well. A couple of weeks had passed since the newspaper fiasco. Nothing had happened since, except for the fact that Khushi and Payal had found out that Shashi was filing for a divorce.

They broke apart and Khushi grabbed her bag and left the room. Once in the car, she couldn’t help but think about Shashi and Garima. Had she caused this? Was she the reason that they were ending their relationship after so many years?

 

*****

 

“Babuji, please, I understand why you are taking this step but…”

“Bitya, there is nothing more I can do. There are things which you do not know about, that are between your mother and I. It feels bad, but Payal, perhaps this is what needed to be done earlier.”

“Is there no way that you may change your decision?”

“No my dear child. And your mother agrees that perhaps this is the best thing to do.”

“But…”

“Somethings are inevitable. Somethings, just have to happen no matter what. And this is one of those things.”

 

*****

 

“Sir, I have your file.”

“Just leave it on my table Aman.”

 

Aman put the file down on the desk.

 

“Sir, you have a meeting with a Nishita Chauhan in 20 minutes.”

“Who?”

“I’m not sure, she’s not someone who’s name has come up before, but she said she wanted to speak t o you about some kind of big fashion show opportunity and the numbers she quoted were pretty grand,  so I scheduled an appointment in.”

“Alright, thank you Aman.”

 

Aman left and Arnav picked up his phone to find a text from Khushi saying that she missed him too. He put his phone down and went back to his laptop and started working again.

A little while later, a receptionist informed Arnav that his client had arrived and that she was waiting out in the hallway to be received.

 

“Can you tell Aman to show her up to my office?”

“Yes Sir.”

 

*****

 

“ASR?”

 

Arnav looked up to find he was looking at none other than Sheetal. Aman came running behind her. His face was a deep shade of red and he was clearly out of breath.

 

“I tried to stop her, but she came running up the moment I saw her.” Wheezed Aman.

“It’s okay, I’ll see what she has to say.”

 

Arnav gestured Aman to leave. Sheetal shut the door and walked over to the desk and sat down on it.

 

“What do you want Sheetal.”

“How dare you file a lawsuit against me?”

“How dare you frame me?”

“It’s called revenge Arnav.”

 

Arnav shook his head and laughed.

 

“I didn’t even do anything to you, what are you trying to get revenge for?”

“Choosing Khushi over me.”

“You just need to understand that I love her and not you okay, it’s not that big of a deal. One day you’ll meet someone as much as I love Khushi.”

“But I want you Raizada.”

 

Sheetal moved forward, her body inches away from Arnav. Arnav took a step back, increasing the distance between himself and Sheetal.

 

“Look, I don’t want to argue with you, but I honestly cannot deal with this. Please, just leave Sheetal.”

 

Sheetal looked straight into Arnav’s eyes, showing him that she wasn’t going to leave, that she wasn’t swaying by his pleas. She took her coat off and threw it to the side. Underneath she was wearing a short blue dress.

 

“Seriously, you need to leave.”

“No, let me show you what you can have.”

“I’m calling security…”

 

Sheetal pulled at the zip at the side of her dress, pulled it off of herself and let it land on the floor around her feet. She stepped out of the puddle which moments before was her dress.

 

“Are you really rejecting all this for Khushi?”

“Have some shame Sheetal. What the hell!”

 

She walked towards Arnav and he continued to move back until his back hit the wall.

 

“Shit.”

 

Sheetal carried on, closing in on Arnav until her body was on his. Arnav turned his face away from hers, and tried to push her away. With a vicelike grip, Sheetal took hold of Arnav’s collar, and pulled him onto herself, she lost her footing and landed on his desk, with Arnav on top of her.

Sheetal arched her body up, letting Arnav feel every single one of her soft curves. Arnav tried to move away from her, but she wouldn’t let him go. He looked to his side, and tried to reach for the button on the side of his desk to summon security. The button was too far and Arnav couldn’t reach.

Sheetal took hold of Arnav’s hand and placed it between her legs. Struggling still, Arnav tried to pull himself off of her, tried to move his hand away from her, but the more he tried to pull his hand away, the tighter she held onto him and the more she moved with his hand, so he was basically rubbing her down there.

 

“You’re a messed up sl*t.”

 

And that’s when Sheetal started screaming.

 

“HELP, HELP! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!”

Arnav froze, what? What the hell.

Security burst through the door, catching Arnav and Sheetal in this insanely compromising position.

 

“Please help me, he’s trying to force himself on me.”

“Wait what?”

 

The security guards came forward and pulled Arnav away from Sheetal, still unable to comprehend what was happening. Sheetal grabbed her coat off the floor and put it on, covering herself. She looked hysterical, playing the part of the victim so very convincingly.

 

“Please call the police. This was attempted rape.”

 

It finally clicked to Arnav what she was trying to do. His head snapped so that he was now facing her.

 

“Milan, Siddu, there’s nothing to report here, this bi*ch is trying to frame me.”

“No please! You have to call the police. I came here just to talk to him, apologise for everything, but he got mad and he tried to… Please…”

“Boys, she’s lying!”

 

The taller man of the two, Siddu, looked to his partner. This was highly uncomfortable for them.

 

“Sir… We have to call the police.”

“What the hell are you saying, take this little sl*t and throw her out of my building.”

“Sir…”

“I’m asking you to throw her out! I’m your boss. If the pair of you are defying me, I will have no choice but to sack you.”

 

At this point, Aman rushes into the room after hearing all the commotion.

 

“What the hell is going on here?”

“Your boss tried to rape me, and your security guards aren’t calling the police.”

 

Aman looked to ASR, shocked.

Milan looked up and decided what needed to be done here.

 

“Sir, I’m afraid that we will have to call the police. If we don’t and she files a complaint against us, we could lose our jobs.”

“But nothing happened here, if anything she was trying to force herself onto me and then made it look like it was the other way round to trap me!”

 

*****

 

“Mausaji, please, you have to reconsider, you and Maasi can’t get a divorce, you just can’t.”

“Bitya, I know how hard this must be for you to witness, and I know this isn’t the best for Payal either but…”

“If this is happening because of me, please just stop. I have my husband and I have my life and I am happy. Yes, it hurts that Maasi can’t accept me, but I’m over it, I’ve learnt how to deal with it and it doesn’t affect me any more.”

“I promise it isn’t because of you, this is something that should have happened a long time ago. Me and your Maasi, we have never been happy together. She doesn’t love me, she doesn’t see me as her husband. The only reason why we’ve been together so long is because I felt that perhaps, one day she would realise, but she hasn’t and I cant keep living like this.”

“But jiji…”

“Payal is a grown woman and she understands that this is for the best for everyone.”

“Surely, you guys can try.”

“Maybe we can, but to be honest with you Khushi, I’m not sure if I want to try any more. I don’t really see the point any more.”

“Well if this is what you want, and you are happy with this decision, then I will be by your side and I will support you through the whole ordeal.”

“Thank you Bitya, you really are my girl.”

 

*****

 

“You need to call Khushi…”

“ASR…”

“Call her and tell her.”

“Are you sure?”

“Just do it before I change my mind.”

 

Aman took his phone out of his pocket and dialled Khushi’s number. She answered after the first ring.

 

“Aman ji?”

“Bhabi, there’s been a problem.”

“What’s wrong?”

“ASR’s been arrested…”

 

*****

Author’s Note:

How was that for an update?! Can’t wait to hear what you all thought of it. Also I would like to take this moment to deliver some sad news… Scars is nearing its ends 😢 There’s a couple of more parts to go, but as you are reading this, I have already started my basic outline for the last part. So if there’s anything you guys would like to see (other than sex scenes) please let me know. If there are any questions that are yet to be answered in this story that you think I may have forgotten about, please post them below. 

Finally, I’d like to say that today is my 4 year anniversary on this blog! Can you believe I started writing stories for Arhi over 4 years ago?! So for my readers who have been here since the first day I started this blog, thank you so much for staying with me through this journey and to new readers, thank you for joining my small world and hope you stay with me because I still have many stories to tell!

Thank you all for all the love and support you have given me and I can’t wait to have another amazing year here on this blog. x

PS: I was just looking through my ‘Reader’ bit and I came across this about nominating your favourite stories for the hall of fame. https://wordpress.com/read/feeds/34429397/posts/1212101253 Please do have a look at this and nominate you’re fave stories. I have a number of completed stories, so if you think there is any that is worthy of this, please do nominate me, it would mean sooo much to me! Thanks again and love you all!

 

 

Fifty Shades of Raizada ~ Introduction

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“Please Khushi, you know I’d never turn down an opportunity to see the great Arnav Singh Raizada. But I really can’t go like this, please, I really need you to do this interview for me.”

“But why me? Get someone from your journalism class to go.”

“You’re my best friend and the only one I trust enough to do this for me.”

 

Khushi sighed as she took the list of questions of Lavanya had handed to her. Looks like her plans for a quiet evening were going out of the window.

 

“Don’t just stand there! Get ready! If you don’t get there in time, you’ll miss my appointment slot and I won’t get my interview!”

“I’m going, I’m going! Jheez you’re so bossy when you’re ill.”

“GET READY KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA.”

 

Khushi raised her hands up into the air and then went to get dressed.

 

*****

 

“Mr Raizada will see you now…”

 

Khushi stepped into the office of the great Arnav Singh Raizada and there he was, stood with his back towards her. Khushi saw the muscles of his back tense slightly as he turned around…

 

*****

Author’s Note

If you have any questions about this story, please do go back and look at my Fifty Shades of Raizada page. I also have another post on there where I have explained my intentions of what I want to do with this story.

Thank you

Scars ~ Part 36

“Please explain to me what was the point of all that? What did you get out of it all. Khushi didn’t come with you and you looked like a fool.”

“What would you know? Yes there was no need to go in like that, but I now have Khushi’s trust back and she knows that I am here for her.”

“You need to stop being so caught up about her.”

“And you need to let go of this stupid prejudice! How much more are you going to make that child suffer?”

 

Garima looked down.

 

“No look at me and tell me. When are you going to get over yourself and give Khushi the love she deserves. I don’t expect you to love her as your own the way I do, but I expect you to be her aunt.”

“I can’t…”

“Why are you going to punish her for the feud you held with your sister.”

“She looks exactly like my sister! She basically is my sister!”

“But she isn’t your sister! You need to accept that Garima, she isn’t your sister.”

“No she may not be. But she’s the child my sister had with the man I loved!”

 

Shashi took a step back and Garima looked away. He always knew the truth, right from the start but it hurt all over again to hear it again.

 

“You need to let go of the past.”

“Never.”

“30 years have passed.”

“And I still hate her as much as ever.”

“They’re both dead Garima, what is the use of hating them both now?”

“Not both, just her. I still love him.”

“You still love a man who never loved you.”

“That doesn’t make a difference.”

 

Shashi could feel himself starting to lose his temper.

 

“I’ve been by your side for 30 years and still…”

“Don’t make this about you.”

“No I could never do that, it’s always about you isn’t it Garima. You act like you’re the one that’s always suffered so much. No one else matters. Not poor Khushi who lost everything at a young age, not me who’s been stuck with a woman he loves but has never been loved in return. And then there’s Payal. She’s had to grow up seeing her mother completely infatuated with another man.”

“It’s not my fault jiji stole him from me…”

“She DIDN’T! He PICKED HER. You need to accept that.”

 

Garima looked away, not prepared to accept what Shashi was saying. She walked away and Shashi decided that there was no point carrying on. She was never going to accept the truth.

 

*****

 

“Are you sure you’re okay.”

“Of course I am Arnav. Not for a minute do I believe anything that they had to say in the newspaper. I know you wouldn’t do that to me.”

“You have that much faith in me?”

 

Khushi took Arnav’s hands into hers.

 

“I trust you more than I trust anyone else in this world.”

“I love you Khushi. I promise I’ll never let you down.”

“I know you won’t.”

 

Khushi let herself snuggle into Arnav’s and he cradled her close to himself.

 

*****

 

“Payal? What are you doing here at this time?”

“I need to talk to Amma.”

“I don’t think she’s in the mood to talk today.”

“I figured that much, but I still really need to talk to her.”

 

Shashi led Payal into the house and called for Garima.

 

“Arre, Payal?”

“I need to talk to you Amma.”

“What is it dear?”

“I need you to accept Khushi. She’s finally getting the happiness she deserves, she needs you to accept her.”

“Payal…”

“No Amma, you need to.”

“I can’t.”

“Amma…”

“For goodness sake Payal, I’m your mother and you cannot question my behaviour.”

“I have always respected your wishes Amma, I have never done anything against your wishes, but today… I will not. If you do not accept Khushi, I will walk out of this house and I will never come back. Today you decide, I can leave here, but you will know that you have two daughters, or I can leave and you will have no daughters. It’s your choice.”

 

Garima looked at her daughter, unable to take the audacity of what she was saying.

 

“How dare you! Who do you think you are?”

“I am your daughter. And I’m telling you, you accept Khushi or that’s it.”

“Fine. Get out. Leave. Don’t come back. I will never, EVER accept that girl.”

 

Payal staggered back, it felt like she had been shot. How could her mother speak to her like this. Tears prickled in Payal’s eyes, but she remained strong. Payal shook her head, feeling disgusted. How could her mother be like this? How could she carry on being so hard?

 

“Payal bitya…”

“Babuji, I will speak to you again soon…”

 

With that Payal left and Shashi shook his head. He was fuming. There was a limit to everything and Garima had crossed the line like nothing ever before.

 

“There is a limit to everything! How dare you speak to our daughter like that.”

“Did you not hear how she was speaking to me.”

“Yes, Payal was wrong, maybe she shouldn’t have said what she said, but you have to understand, all her life you have been nothing but hard and careless towards Khushi. She loves Khushi like her own sister, and to see her mother reacting like this, it was breaking her heart.”

“Everything comes down to Khushi. Every problem, every pain. Now she has taken my daughter away from me too.”

“No Garima, she hasn’t. You managed to lose your daughter on your own. And now, you’re going to lose your husband too.”

 

Garima’s head snapped to Shahi and she looked at him confused.

 

“I’m sorry. I can’t do this any more. All these years, I thought one day you would learn to forget the past and you’d learn to love me. But looking at your actions today, I don’t see that happening. Garima… We have spent all our lives together, but not as one as we should have done. We have been two individuals trying to make a doomed relationship work. I’ve had enough… I want a divorce.”

 

 

Shiver

*Some strong language and very mature content.*

 

I held her close to me, to stop her from shivering, it took her a while but she soon stopped. I heard her whimper into my chest and I lifted her chin.

 

“Khushi?” I looked into her eyes, they were brimming with tears. “What’s the matter baby?”

“Nightmare.” That single word explained everything. I wiped her tears away and pulled her into me.

“Sh, it’s only a nightmare, it’s not real.”

“But it’s the same nightmare all the time and it feels so real.”

“That’s how nightmares work babe, but honestly you have nothing to worry about.”

 

I helped Khushi lie down again, she clung onto me, so I let her and let her take me down with her.

For a month now, almost every other night Khushi would have the same nightmare and would wake up in the same state. I could vividly remember the first night she told me about her nightmare.

 

*Flashback*

 

“Arnav!” Khushi jumped up in bed, her body covered with sweat. I quickly sat up too, flicked on the lamp by my side and she grabbed hold of me.

“Khushi? What’s the matter?”

“Please, please just hold me, don’t let me go.”

“I’d never let you go Khush.”

 

We sat there for a few minutes, her crying and breathing harshly, while I held onto her and stroked her back.

 

“Do you want to talk about what happened in your nightmare?” Khushi looked at me here doe like eyes wide. I leaned back against the headboard and pulled her into me.

“I… You…”

“Go on…”

“In my nightmare you…”

“I what?”

“You left me.”

 

I looked at Khushi, my eyes wide. She bit her lip and pulled away from me slightly.

 

“In my nightmare, you were trying to come close to me and I told you I still wasn’t ready for that yet and you got angry. You got angry with me, got out of bed and you left. You didn’t come back home until the next morning. You came back and apologised for reacting the way you did. I asked where you were all night and you said you needed space so you slept in the car. The dream then shifted and it seemed some time had passed. Again we were getting really close and it was all heated and you started tugging at my clothes and I couldn’t… I couldn’t do it, so I pulled away from you. I explained to you again and you just got angry and left…”

“Khushi I understand you’re not ready to do that yet, it’s fine, I’d never get angry with you baby.”

“I know but…”

“Is there more to your nightmare?” Khushi nodded and I gestured her to carry on.

“You left and you didn’t come back until the next morning and when you did, you didn’t look angry at all any more, you didn’t say anything to me, just carried on as normal. For the next few days I realised you didn’t try to come close to me and I was glad, I thought you were okay to wait. I was glad that I wasn’t making you angry and frustrated by telling you I wasn’t ready yet.

Then one night you left after you thought I’d fallen asleep. I don’t really know what I thought, but I watched you get dressed and you left. You didn’t come back until later the next afternoon and when you did I saw it… A love bite.”

“Oh my god.”

“I pointed it out to you and it looked like you were trying to come up with an excuse but then you gave up. You just looked at me with a blank expression and told me you had spent the night with someone else. I didn’t know what to say so I said okay. You told me you needed it, you were a man with needs and you needed release. I said I understood but I felt myself breaking. You told me that this wasn’t going to become a regular thing, but the longer I held off the longer you may need to do this kind of thing. From that night onwards I tried, I tried to be ready for you, but it seemed like you were no longer interested. And then one night I went down on you…”

“Baby stop. Khushi, I can’t…”

“Please Arnav, I’m almost done now. So I went down on you and tried my best to pleasure you, I really did, but you pulled yourself away from me, told me it wasn’t working and that I should just stop because…” Khushi stopped and swallowed back tears. “Because you didn’t want me any more. And that’s when I woke up.”

 

I looked at her, then grabbed hold of her and pulled her into me. She wrapped her arms around me and sobbed.

 

“I swear on everything Khushi, I would wait a lifetime for you if I needed to, there is no one on this planet I want more than you…”

 

*Flashback end*

 

I held onto Khushi as I did every time she had the nightmare. Indeed I was getting impatient and frustrated that we weren’t making love even though we’d been married 4 and a half months now. But I knew I’d never seek pleasure in another woman. I wanted Khushi, heck I needed Khushi and I knew I’d wait for as long as she needed. I knew, that when we finally did it, it would be everything I could ever imagine and more. I knew making love to Khushi would be the equivalent of getting to heaven, so I was prepared to wait forever if need be.

Khushi turned onto her side to face me. She brought herself close to me and kissed me. Her lips as soft as ever, her face still a little wet from the tears. She wrapped her arms around me neck and pulled me on top of her. I moved onto her and kissed her back with the same intensity and need as she did. I let my hands fall to her waist and I pulled her closer to me. If anyone could see us now, they’d think we were two people that were always having sex. When we made out, it was explosive, hot, heavy, everything that led to making love, but always as we were reaching the height of passion, Khushi would pull away from me.

She pushed her hips up into mine, rubbing herself with me. Her hands travelled down the planes of my back as she tried to get closer. I rubbed myself against her, showing her how much I needed her, only her, what she did to me. Khushi let out a moan and her fingers fumbled for the hem of my t-shirt. Breaking the kiss, she pushed me away slightly and tried getting my top off. I pulled it off for her and came down onto her, locking my lips with hers.

May hands found their way to the hem of her nightdress and went under. I let my hand rest on her mound and she gasped. I rubbed her there and she pulled my head closer to her, kissing me harder. I pulled at her dress, breaking the kiss and pulling it over her head. I flung it away, letting it fall wherever the hell it wanted to fall and my eyes fell onto her breasts, her perfect round globes. Her nipples were tight little peaks and I took one between my lips and sucked. Khushi pulled her fingers out of my hair and let her hand travel south, down to my hardened member. She touched me through my trousers and I felt myself harden further, fuck I needed her so bad. I pulled her panties away and pushed my a finger into her, she moaned and moved her hips to the rhythm of my finger, maybe tonight we’d do it. I built up my pressure and intensity, she knew she wanted me, there was no doubt about that. My finger pumped in and out of her, while my tongue reeked havoc on her nipple. She was so wet, so ready, her body wanted me as much as I wanted her. I carried on thrusting a finger in and out of her, let another one join the rhythm and I could tell the tension within her was rising.

And that’s when her hand fell away from me and she pushed me away.

I detached myself from her nipple, pulled my fingers out of her and pulled myself away. Frustrated was the only word that can remotely describe how I was feeling.
However I simply smiled at her when she looked at me nervously and told her it was okay. I covered her with the blanket and tucked myself in and shut my eyes, begging myself to just sleep my erection off.

 

*****

 

A month or so later, I’m sat on the edge of the bed and found Khushi was still in the bathroom. I turned the lights out and switched our little night lamp on so when she came out of the bathroom she could see. I didn’t have to wait long, Khushi walked out of the bathroom in a thin, black, silky nightdress. I smiled to her and she came over to me. Looking at her, I knew she was up to something. She had naughty thoughts, you could just tell by looking at her.

Over the past few weeks, things had been getting more and more heated between us. We hadn’t gone all the way yet, but we’d gotten close enough to doing it. The other night, I went down on her and made her come like that. She enjoyed it thoroughly. The way her inner thighs had pressed against my face, the way she moved her hips, the way she pushed my head further into her… How I’d thougt she’d allow us to make love that night, but alas, it did not happen.

She stood before me and smiled. She placed her hand on her hip and then went to turn the music on. The music was sensual and Khushi swayed her body in time with the music. The nightdress was short and when she moved and turned, when she raised her arms, I could see the bottoms of her butt checks. The material of the dress was so light, I could easily make out every curve of her body. Her nipples were tight, and were poking against her nightdress. It was as though they were begging for my attention, calling out to me to take them between my lips and to suck the living daylights out of them.

I could feel myself harden, god, how I desperately wanted to bury myself within her.

She shook her hips and she made her way over to me, and stepped in between my legs. She lifted my face up to her and she kissed me. The kiss wasn’t her usual soft kiss, it was hard, rough almost, her tongue slipped between my lips and I let mine meets hers half way. I took hold of her waist, trying to pull her down on me, but she remained standing. She reached down and pulled my shirt off of my body and her hands moved to the sides of my neck as she carried on kissing me. I tried to get to my feet, but she kept me sat down. She pulled herself away from me. Her body moved to the music, amusement in her eyes. She knew she was teasing me, she knew what she was doing to me. Reaching for the hem of her nightdress, she pulled it over her head and threw it at me playfully. I took her in in the dim light of the lamp. There she stood before me, stark naked, not even with a pair of panties on. I looked at her, from head to toe. I took in her beautiful lips, begging to be kissed, her long neck, just asking to be marked. Her beautiful round bosoms, waiting to be cupped by my hands. Her nipples, tight and standing so proud, they needed to be sucked. I carried on down, her sweet little pu**y. My d*ck throbbed just thinking about how it’d feel to be buried within her.

She moved back to me and my hands went round her waist once more, pulling her into me. She tilted my chin back up to her and she started kissing me again. I let my hands wander along her body. From her waist up to her breasts. I held her close to me, feeling her body as she carried on kissing me. I needed her so bad, and I wasn’t feeling enough of her. I needed her body on mine, under mine, and I needed it now. I got to my feet, all the while still holding her close and I pushed her roughly up against the wall. I lifted her slightly, and I held her up. Enough of this little game, it was my turn to show her how we play.

 

I lifted a leg and wrapped it around my waist. I buried my face in her neck, all the while rubbing myself against her. When she felt my hardness she gasped, her hand moving down to feel me through my sweat bottoms. Still holding her up with my body, I tried getting out of my trousers, it took a while but I managed it. I stepped out of them, took her lips between mine. We’re getting somewhere today. Perhaps today’s the day we finally do it. She wasn’t tentative, she wasn’t shy. She was bold as hell, needy, mine.

I let my hand trail down her body between us and I hook a finger into her. She gasps and arches up and I push my finger further into her. I carry on my torture, letting another finger join the first. Her head falls back against the wall, and I rest my face in her neck, thrusting my finger in and out of her. Her hips start to move in time with my finger, and she’s so wet. God she could literally be dripping.

 

“Arrrnav…”

 

I pull her off the wall and throw her down onto the bed. I don’t mean to, but it just happens like that. I take my boxers off and I come down on her. I may have been a little rough before now, but now I go much slower, I allow myself to make love to her body. I kiss every inch of her, just as I had planned to. I let myself feel all her curves. I’m barely touching her, but it’s as though every single one of her nerves are on fire. She pulls me onto her, and rubs herself  against me. She wants me, we’re going to do this, tonight. I take a hardened nipple between my lips, and I suck as I had planned to do so.

A shiver of excitement runs down my spine and I can tell something similar goes through her too. I stroke her body, let myself feel her.

 

“Are you sure? Are you sure that you’re ready?”

“Yes, I’m sure.”

 

I push a finger into her once more, she’s wet, so ready for me. I kiss her on the lips once more, gradually lowering myself into her. Part of me is waiting for her to pull away, the other part of me wants me to hurry the hell up and get in there before she can pull away. I push myself into her and she gasps and her eyes fly open to meet mine.

 

“You okay?”

 

Khushi nods her head and her eyes flutter shut again. I slowly pull myself out of her and I plunge back in. She lets out a little moan. I go a little faster this time and she carries on making little noises. Khushi wrappers her long, slender legs around my waist, and I’m able to slide further into her. I want to go faster, do her the way I’ve been dreaming to for so long, but I know I need to take my time with her. Khushi starts moving underneath me, her hips moving in time with every one of my thrusts. I move a little faster and she matches my pace, her nails digging into my back.

 

“Ah…”

“You like this?”

“Yes…”

“Want more?”

 

She nodded, so I upped the pace, going a little bit harder. Khushi matched my pace perfectly, her body arching into mine. I rested my face in her neck as I kept going. Her moans came more and more rapidly, she was close.

 

“I…”

“Hang in there baby.”

“I don’t know if I…”

 

I kept going, even faster, a little harder. I was close myself. Her legs tightened around me, and I felt her muscles clench around my hardness.

Within a matter of moments, we both came. I stilled and her legs were limp against my waist. I peeled her legs off me and I tucked her into bed and held her close to me.

 

“You okay?”

 

She nods her head and hides her face in my chest. I hold her close to myself and kiss her head. Both of us are breathing hard, taking a moment to catch our breath.

 

“I don’t know why it took me so long to be ready to do this.”

“It’s fine, you took your time, and we’ve done it now.”

 

Khushi holds the bedsheets around herself and she props herself up slightly.

 

“Will we be able to do it again soon?”

 

I looked at her face, her expression priceless. She looked so deeply worried.

 

“Baby, we’re going to do it every day for the rest of our lives. In fact, I think we’re ready to go again don’t you?”

 

I watch her, and she bits her lip. A shiver runs through her, and I know, know that that’s exactly how she’d planned to play this too…

 

*****

Author’s note:

So this is definitely one of my longest pieces of work to do. This is an idea that came to me months ago and I had started writing it up in the notes section of my phone. I’d completely forgotten about it and found it again recently so I’ve been working on this to try and get it done for you guys.

Once I started writing it, I realised it was much more mature than anything else I had previously written, hence why I felt the need to have a little message at the beginning.

Hope you guys liked this, and I’ll see you all again very soon! 

 

 

Unwanted ~ Part 19

 

Khushi

 

“Think it’s my turn now.”

 

Arnav looked at me, his eyes bright. After the climax he’d just given me, I needed to return the favour.

 

“Babes you’re tired.”

“Nope, I’m not.”

 

I took his lips between mine and I kissed him. I could still taste myself on his tongue. I let my hands wander along his body. His hard abs, his muscular arms…

Without really moving my lips off him completely, I let myself kiss his face, trailing down to his neck. I place a number of little kisses on his neck, occasionally nipping the skin slightly. He was mine, I wasn’t afraid to leave my mark. He held my body close to his, his hands fondling with my breasts. I carried on kissing him, letting my kisses move down to his abs. His body was so hard, every inch was like steel. I took his hardened member into my hands and I rubbed him. He was already so hard, but the moment I touched him, he got harder. I moved down his body, followed the V down until my nose was touching his penis.

 

“Khushi…”

 

He couldn’t say anything else because I’d already taken his length into my mouth. Of course I couldn’t take his full length but I took what I could, all the while playing with his round little members. I moved back but then moved back in again, taking more of him in my mouth. His hands gripped my hair, moving it out of my face while he thrust himself into my mouth. We moved together. I set the pace, he followed. I looked up at him, his eyes were shut, and he was letting low grunts out. He was enjoying what I was going to him. This made me feel good. I was in control, I was able to give him as much pleasure as he was able to give me. He pushed my head further onto him, causing me to take even more of him into my mouth. I could taste the saltiness of his pleasure at the back of my throat and I could tell he was close.

 

“Khushi, I’m almost…”

 

I pulled myself away and took his member back into my hands. I rubbed as hard and as quickly as I could and he came. His hard member was no longer hard. He grabbed hold of my hands and he pulled me onto himself and kissed me. It wasn’t a normal kiss, he put everything into that kiss and I kissed him back with the same amount of passion.

He pulled away first and cupped my face.

 

“Baby… That was…”

 

I pressed my finger onto his lip and I covered us both with the duvet.

 

“If you thank me, I’m never going to do that again.”

 

He smiled and pulled me into his strong arms. Happy endings do exist, because I’ve definitely found mine.

 

*****

 

My alarm clock went off at half 7 and I reached out and turned it off. I moved to get up but I felt a sharp pain in my abdomen. Instead of making me cringe, I couldn’t help but smile. Last night had been mad. We’d stayed up until almost 4, doing it over and over and over again. We needed each other, wanted each other, craved each other. But now it hurt slightly because we went pretty wild. Arnav was still sound asleep next to me. I started to move but he seemed to realise because he’d grabbed hold of my hand. His eyes opened ever so slightly.

 

“Don’t even think about moving. You need rest as much as I do.”

“But what will…”

“No ones going to think anything. We’re newly weds just back from our honeymoon.”

“But you have work to do too…”

“It can wait a little while. Just sleep a little longer with me.”

 

He pulled me down into the bed again and wrapped his arms around me. Soon I was asleep once more.

 

*****

 

“Holy shit Arnav! It’s noon!”

“And…?”

“We’ve been asleep all day!”

 

I jumped out of bed and grabbed the blanket at the end of the bed and wrapped it around me. I rushed out and got hold of my towel and went into the bathroom. I got in and let the blankets fall away from my body and I looked at myself. There were red splodges all over me, love bites… I couldn’t help but blush a little.

 

“Admiring my handy work I see.”

 

I jumped and turned to face Arnav. I scrambled a little to grab hold of something to cover my body, but he reached out and stopped me.

 

“What the heck are you doing in here.”

“I want to have a bath.”

“But you have to wait until I’m done!”

 

He pulled me into him and put his hands on my hips. He tilted my head up slightly and kissed me. I leaned into the kiss, closing my eyes. He broke the kiss a moment later and went over to the bath and began filling it with water. He also poured some bubble bath in and instantly the bath started filling with big bubbles.

The pulled his boxers off himself and held his hand out to me. I took his hand.

 

“Lets have a bath baby…”

 

I nodded and got into the bath and he got in behind me. I leaned back into his chest and turned my head to kiss him. He wrapped his arms around me, his hands fondling with my breasts.

 

“Arnav…”

“I love you.”

“I love you too…”

 

He pulled his lips away from mine and let his lips slide down my neck. His hands too moved down my body.

 

“Arnav we need to get washed and ready…”

“We will.”

 

He touched me down there and I couldn’t help but gasp.

 

“Stop.”

“I’m not doing anything…”

 

He chuckled and moved his hand away and reached out for a bottle of shower gel.

 

“Arnav…” I tried to sound stern.

“I promise, no more funny business for now. I’ll just help you wash and we’ll get out of here.”

 

He rubbed the liquid between his hands and then rubbed it on my body. His hands glided over my shoulders, down my arms, across my stomach and then up to my breasts. He did exactly what he said what he was doing, he washed me, no funny business. Arnav grabbed hold of he bottle again and got some more on his hands. This time, he went down to my legs and washed them, moving up to my thighs and then higher. He kept going, going higher.

 

“Stop, stop.”

“I swear I’m just washing you.”

 

I nodded and he carried on, washing my most private area. The act should feel entirely sexual, but it didn’t. He was telling the truth, he was just washing me. It made me think. So quickly, we had established a level of trust  between us.

He was done with my body and he moved to put shampoo in my hair. He lathered it up in his hands. He massaged the shampoo into my scalp and worked his way down to my roots…

 

*****

 

Half an hour later, we were both washed and out of the bathroom. Arnav was still getting dressed but I was done so I went downstairs.

 

“Good afternoon Khushi, did you sleep well?”

 

I couldn’t help but blush.

 

“Ji di, I slept very well.”

“Is chote on his way down? I can put something together for you guys if he’s coming.”

“Di you don’t have to worry, I’ll prepare something for us.”

“It’s fine, you’re a newly wed, I don’t expect you to be taking up the household chores just yet.”

 

I smiled to Di and told her that he was on his way down.

 

“Why are you two bad mouthing me?”

 

I turned and there he was, my husband, my Arnav. I smiled to him and he smiled back. Anjali Di went off to make us some food and I couldn’t but to look at him and smile. Arnav came and stood next to me and wrapped his arm around my waist.

To think I came into this relationship not wanting it, now, it was the best thing I could ever ask for.

Our relationship, was definitely no longer, unwanted…

 

**End of part 1**

 

Authors note : The relationship that began as being a burden to two individuals has been accepted, but when has the course of true love ever run smooth? This may be the end of the first chapter of Arnav and Khushi’s marriage, but this isn’t the end of their story.

Now I didn’t really know how to carry this story on. I wasn’t sure if I should end it here or if I should just take a time leap and carry on… I just didn’t know what to do. So I have decided that I am going to take a break here. When we come back to this story, things will have changed for our protagonists…

I would also like to take this moment to request for a new banner. My current one doesn’t show up on anything for some reason and I would really appreciate it if someone could make me a new one. Any cute pictures of Arnav and Khushi will do, thank you.

 

 

 

Scars ~ Part 35

“We’ve already eaten, we’re here to take Khushi.”

“Take Khushi?”

 

Arnav got to his feet and so did Khushi. The rest of the Raizada’s followed suit. Arnav approached Shashi and looked at him confused.

 

“Mausaji, why are you here to take Khushi all of a sudden?”

“Have you seen today newspaper?”

 

Arnav shook his head and looked to the other members of the family who also shook their heads. Shashi handed Arnav the paper.

 

“What am I looking for?”

“Open it, you’ll see.”

 

Arnav slowly started opening the pages and there he saw, almost right at the front with a large image, was him and Sheetal kissing.

 

“This isn’t what it looks like.”

 

Khushi moved forward and looked at the paper over Arnav’s shoulder. She saw what he was looking at and fell back slightly.

 

“Khush,  I promise it’s not what you’re thinking.”

“What happened?”

 

Arnav explained what had happened and he made it clear that he had pushed Sheetal away as soon as it had happened. Khushi nodded, it was evident that Sheetal had a thing for Arnav and it made sense that she’d do something like this to split them up. Shashi however was not convinced.

 

“Read the article Khushi.”

 

Khushi took the paper and began to read.

 

*Last night at one of the grandest hotels in the city, business tycoon and fashion house god, Arnav Singh Raizada was partying with university friends. But what started as an innocent party with friends soon became a tale involving deceit and adultery.

 

Arnav Singh Raizada (24) of AR Designs has a lot going for him. Money, fame, fans and women. Recently we had reported that Arnav Singh Raizada had announced that he had tied the knot with a beautiful, yet unknown young lady. Our readers have waited for their story to be released, but nothing yet is known. Everyone had believed that Raizada had settled down, however it seems that is not the case…*

 

“What kind of newspaper is this! Why do people care if…”

“It’s about one of the richest men in the country, even the most formal and professional newspapers swoop up on any gossip related to Arnav, keep reading beta.”

“Mausaji this is all rubbish. It’s all lies.”

 

But Khushi carried on reading any way.

 

*At the party that Raizada was attending was a young woman named Sheetal Kapoor who is a said friend of Arnav’s from years before. After the party had started, we witnessed Raizada and Kapoor doing a very sexy dance…*

 

Khushi looked up and raised an eyebrow. But she turned back to the paper.

 

*Moments into the dance, we saw Raizada and Kapoor sharing a passionate kiss (pictured above). Kapoor struggled and broke free from Raizada and called the party to an end.*

 

“LIES! I pushed her away and I was the one to have ended the party.”

 

Khushi dismissed Arnav and carried on reading.

 

*At this point of course we also had to leave, however we got in touch with Miss Kapoor later in the evening and asked her about whether she would like to comment. Miss Kapoor said she was horrified when Arnav made a move on her and that she could not believe that she let that happen. She said it was their private business however people should know that this was not the first time Arnav had done something like that to her and that she believed that he was quite a predatory character. She further said that she had knowledge of the fact that Arnav was in numerous relationships with other women despite being married to a lovely lady. Sheetal said that she does not believe that the wife of Arnav Singh Raizada should have to put up with a husband that evidently was not loyal to her.

 

Is Arnav Singh Raizada really a man with numerous women on the side, we assure you we will find out for you, so keep an eye on this spot.*

 

Khushi lowered the paper and looked to Arnav.

 

“I swear on my life Khushi its all lies. You know I don’t need any other woman other than you. You are my life Khushi, its all lies. Sheetal’s doing this to get back at me for rejecting her. And all the nice things she said about you in that, Khushi you have to know it’s all lies.”

 

Khushi nodded, but Shashi wasn’t having it.

 

“Khushi bitya, I know I have no place to say this, but do you truly believe it’s all lies.”

“I do mausaji, I know Arnav, he wouldn’t do that to me…”

 

The whole family looked on, not entirely sure of what was going on, or what was going to happen next.

 

“I understand what you are saying Khushi, but…”

“Mausajii, I appreciate you coming here in such a protective manner. I appreciate the fact that after everything you still consider me your daughter to take me away from here if that’s what I needed.”

“You will always be my daughter, no matter what happens or who says what.”

 

Khushi hugged her uncle.

 

“Thank you…”

“No, thank you beta for still allowing me to care for you and look after you even after everything that happened in the past.”

 

Garima shifted from one foot to the other, feeling highly uneasy. She could feel everyone looking at her in a disapproving manner. She looked at Khushi and her husband, she looked at her niece, the spitting image of her sister and realised to this day it didn’t matter to her how people looked at her. She knew, she knew that Khushi was evil just like her sister.

Khushi stepped back from her uncles warm embrace and the Gupta’s soon took their leave. As soon as they were gone Arnav called over to Akaash.

 

“Call our lawyer and get them to file a lawsuit against this newspaper company and that Sheetal. Does she think she can try and sabotage my relationship and get away with it, I will make her pay for this…”

 

*****

 

“Miss Kapoor, some legal documents arrived for you earlier.”

“Don’t even bother looking at them, it’s probably just that Raizada suing me or something.”

“It is, but you must take a look before they call for further action.”

“Let them… By the time they can do anything, I would have destroyed Arnav, his name, his reputation and his precious little marriage. Does he think he can pick scum over me and get away with it, not a chance.”

 

*****

 

“Bhai the lawyer said the papers have been sent and that Sheetal should have received them by now.”

“He works fast to have been able to prepare the papers in 3 hours.”

“Well you did pay him a stupid amount of money.”

“It was a must, we need to get this sh*t sorted before she can cause any more damage.”

“You’re so lucky to have bhabhi, the way she defended you and didn’t even take any of it into account, she really does trust every single bone in your body.”

“I know, I don’t know what good deed I did to deserve her, but god Akaash she makes me so god damn happy, I just hope I can be enough for her.”

“Bhai, what are you saying, of course you are…”

“I’m not perfect Akaash, I wronged her like no other at the start.”

“Bhai the past is past, bhabhi seems like she’s over whatever you’ve put her through so you should move on too.”

 

Arnav got to his feet.

 

“Let’s just hope this bi*ch hasn’t made a mess of everything for me, because if she has, I’ll kill her. If I loose my Khushi because of her, she’ll wish she was never born.”

 


 

Authors note:

Hey guys! I am finally back. Thank you guys for all the lovely comments and for being so supportive. I’ve got a new laptop and so it means that I can start working again on my updates. Hope you guys have liked this part and let me know what you think is going to happen next or what you would like to see!

Love you guys

 

Unwanted ~ Part 18

 

Arnav

 

We dropped our bags onto the floor and walked into the house. Home sweet home. In a way, we didn’t want to be back, but it felt good to be back. We needed to get back and start our new life properly.

 

“How you feeling?”

“Nervous! Super duper nervous.”

“Why?”

“I don’t even know.”

 

I wrapped my arm around Khushi, she was shaking  because of how nervous she was. I gave her a squeeze and that’s when Di came out of the kitchen.

 

“Chote! Khushi! You’re home! Come and sit down, why are you both standing?”

 

We went over and sat down on the sofa and so did Di.

 

“So tell me, how was your honeymoon?”

 

I held Khushi closer and smiled down to her and then looked back to Di.

 

“We had the best time ever.”

“I hope you saw a lot of sites and stuff.”

“We did! And the beach was the best.”

“I’m so glad you enjoyed it.”

“Is it okay if we go up to our room and freshen up a bit?”

“Of course, of course! Go and take some rest.”

 

We got to our feet and then picked our bags up and made our way to our room. Mine and Khushi’s marital bedroom. Once in our room, I shut the door behind me. I closed the distance between me and her and tipped her chin up and placed a gentle kiss on her lips. I held onto her waist, holding her close to me, taking in her scent and just feeling her close to me.

 

“You okay?”

“Never better.”

“I love you Khushi Singh Raizada.”

“Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada.”

“You’re going to keep your entire maiden name and then add Singh Raizada on the end too?”

“Yup!”

“Fine, I’m just going to call you Mrs Raizada.”

“That’s fine by me.”

 

She tiptoed up and kissed me and I kissed her back. This was all we really needed. Each other. To hold each other and just love each other. This felt right, this is where we belonged.

 

“It actually does feel really good to be back.”

“It does. We can go and see your family tomorrow if you want.”

“Can we really?”

“I don’t see why not.”

“You’re the best!”

“Hey hey hey, don’t get too excited, you have to give me something in return.”

“What do you want?”

 

I gestured for her to look over to the bed.

 

“What about the bed?”

“That’s our marital bed.”

“I know.”

“I say we make use of it.”

 

She looked at me, a tad confused. I moved closer to her and pressed my body against hers. The moment our bodies touched, Khushi blushed a deep shade of red.

 

“How are you always so turned on?”

“You are irresistible.”

“So are you.”

 

She closed the gap between us kissed me and I put everything into our kiss back. This was reality, this is what was meant for both of us. How stupid were we to think that we belonged to other people, we were always meant for each other, always…

 

******

 

Khushi started putting her clothes on, but I pulled her kameez out of her hand and pulled her back into bed.

 

“We’ve only just got back home, we can’t stay locked away in our room all day.”

“Yes we can, we’ve come back from honeymoon, no one expects us to be anywhere but in bed.”

 

She shook her head, pushed me away and retrieved her clothes. She got dressed and looked over her shoulder at me.

 

“Stop sulking, if you get out of bed now, I might let you test your luck again late tonight.”

 

I felt myself smirk, how could I turn down an offer like that?

 

*****

 

“So tell us, how was your honeymoon.”

 

I took Khushi’s hand into mine and Di smiled so brightly she could definitely give the sun a run for its money.

 

“See Chote, see! I told you I picked the right girl for you.”

“I’m sorry I didn’t believe you sooner, but truly you did pick the perfect woman for me.”

 

Khushi blushed a deep shade of red and I gave her hand another squeeze.

 

“So our honeymoon was pretty amazing. We saw all the sites and it was just the perfect getaway.”

“Well I’m glad you both enjoyed your time away. Do you have any pictures I can see?”

 

Khushi nodded beside me and rushed upstairs to get the pictures. She came back, handed them to Di and then sat down next to her. I watched as Di flicked through the pictures and Khushi explained where each one was taken. She’d also stop and try and tell Di a story about what had happened before and after each picture and funny enough most of the time, her stories were related to me doing something stupid.

Di carried on looking at the pictures. She turned to one and then stopped. She looked to me.

 

“What is it Di?”

 

She turned the picture around and showed me, it was one from that day on the beach where the photographer had gotten me and Khushi to kiss. I saw Khushi blush a deep shade of red and I couldn’t help but smirk.

 

“We look super cute right?”

“Chote this is adorable. You should have it enlarged and you guys should have it put up in your bedroom.

“I might just do that Di.”

 

Di and Khushi carried on flipping through the pictures. It was a beautiful sight, the two woman I loved the most together, bonding happily. I felt content, happy, the happiest I’ve been in a long time.

 

It was little while later. Di and Khushi had finished looking at the pictures a long time ago and they had just been talking about all kinds of things. I had grabbed my laptop and started working away. As much as our honeymoon was great and the break I needed, it was also the cause of me falling well behind with work. I had much to catch up before I went back to the office.

I excused myself and I made my way upstairs so that I could get hold of my files and stuff. I sat down on my recliner with my things and started to work…

 

*****

 

“Arnav!”

 

My head snapped up and I looked to Khushi who was stood infront of me looking highly unimpressed.

 

“What?”

“I’ve come and told you 3 times now that dinners ready, come eat.”

“I told you I’m busy.”

“I understand that, but food is important too. Come eat and then you can come back and work.”

 

I nodded, shut my laptop and went downstairs with her to eat.

 

“You finally managed to bring him down then?”

“Is he always this obsessed with his work Di?”

“Unfortunately.”

 

I chuckled and sat down and began eating. I was so focused on finishing my food and getting back to work that I didn’t even realise that Khushi and Di were just staring at me?”

 

“Is there a problem ladies?”

“Chote, you wolfed down your food like a man who’s been starved.”

“I need to get back and finish my work.”

 

Di shook her head while Khushi just watched. I finished my food and I went back upstairs.

 

*****

 

“Raizada, come to bed.”

“I’m almost done Khush.”

“Arnav, you’ve been working none stop all evening and now it’s almost half 11. Anything left you can finish tomorrow.”

“Just give me a minute.”

 

I heard Khushi sigh and I realised I should stop and go to her. It was our first night back, I wasn’t being fair on her.

I switched my laptop off and got ready for bed. I got changed and got into bed next to her. She smiled to me and moved closer. I cupped her face and kissed her, long and deep. She moved onto me and pushed me down into the bed. She fiddled with my t-shirt and pulled it off over my head. Khushi came back and kissed me again, her hands roaming wildly on my chest, she wanted me bad. I found the hem of her night dress and tried to pull it off but she stopped me. She broke our kiss and set up. She dropped her hands slowly to the bottom of her night dressed and pulled it over her head slowly, way too slowly. Little by little more and more of her body came into view. She pulled it over her head and threw it away. My eyes dropped from her face to her breasts, her perky little boobs. Khushi didn’t have the largest of breasts but god, the sight of them still got me salivating. I moved into her and pushed her down onto the bed. I felt like an animal attacking her, but only I knew how much I wanted her, how badly I needed her. I let myself take on of her hardened nipples between my lips and I sucked. Her body arched up, thrusting herself into me. She took hold of my head and pulled me into her.

She wrapped her long slender legs around my waist, pulling the lower half of my body onto hers. I let my hand wanted away from her breast that wasn’t in my mouth and I let it trail down her body into her panties. I pushed a finger into her and god she was moist. I pulled myself away from her breast and I undid my pants and threw them aside. I watched her, taking my body in. It felt like every time she saw me, she got more and more excited and I loved that because that’s exactly how I felt about her. I came back onto her and pulled her panties away.

I trailed kisses down her body all the way down to her core. I kissed her there, her legs around me tightened, pushing me further into her. I lapped at her juices, she tasted so good. I got her moaning, restless. Her hands grabbed onto my hair and she pulled me closer still.

 

“You like that yeah.”

“Mm.”

“I can make you come like this.”

“Do it.”

 

She was breathless and she was soaking. It made me feel good. This was what I was capable of, this is what I could do to her. I carried on my torture, kissing her there, licking her. I let my teeth graze her most sensitive spot and she I felt her body tighten.

 

“Arnavv…”

“Shh”

 

She was so close, almost there. I sucked her most intimate area one last time and that was it. Her climax hit her and she fell back into the bed, her legs limp around my body. I wiped my mouth and came away from her. I held her close to my body and took her lips between mine.

 

“I love you baby.”

 

Her eyes opened and  stared into my eyes. With all the power she had left in her body she pushed me and then climbed on top of me.

 

“Think it my turn now.”

 

Scars ~ Part 34

“What the f*ck was that?”

 

Arnav pushed Sheetal as hard as he could and sent her almost flying away from her. The music stopped and everyone turned to look. Sheetal blushed a deep shade of red and looked around to everyone.

 

“Party’s over.”

 

Everyone looked on confused but slowly began to leave. Sheetal looked back to Arnav.

 

“I…”

“Save it! Was that the whole point of this stupid little party? So that you could make a move on me?”

“Arnav I…”

“How many more times did I need to tell you that I’m a married man and that I like being with my wife. For gods sake you saw me in bed with my wife, did that not say enough for you?”

“I just thought…”

“That you could kiss me and I would drop Khushi for you? Who the hell do you think you are?”

 

This got to Sheetal, she felt herself snap. She moved into Arnav and poked him in the chest with her finger.

 

“That’s enough Raizada! That’s ENOUGH! How dare you speak to me like that? How dare you!? What do you even know about your stupid little wife?”

“Don’t you…”

“I’ve known her since we were kids, since high school. She was a little scum back then and if anything she’s more of a scum than ever before now.”

“Wait…”

“Yes that’s right. I went to school with your precious little wife and I made her life a living hell. And you know what, I don’t regret it, not for one moment.”

“It was you…”

“Poor little orphaned Khushi, smart little Khushi. All the teachers loved her. Too bad no one else in the student body ever saw it.”

“Why the hell would you do something like that?”

“Oh she’s told you her little sob story?”

“No actually, she never really told me anything, I found out bits about her past and I asked her and in the end she had to tell me.”

“Everyone gets bullied Arnav, its not that much of a big deal.”

“You didn’t bully Khushi, you tortured her in a manner that’s inhumane. And once you left you passed it on for someone else to do. You made her loath her life. How could you…”

“She was a little sh*t. Always thought she was so clever and could do whatever she liked. Someone needed to bring her down a peg or two.”

 

Arnav shook his head, feeling utterly disgusted with the w0man that he was talking to.

 

“You know what Sheetal, you’re not even worth my time. How about you just get your ass out of India and never come and see me ever again because I’m freaking done with you.”

“Fine! I have no reason to come back either. And you know what Raizada, I’m done with you too. And just so you know, you’ll get bored of her, and that’s when you’ll realise what you missed out on. You could’ve had me, but no.”

 

Sheetal turned her back to Arnav and he decided that he was going to leave. He needed to talk to Khushi, everything made so much more sense now.

Sheetal could hear Arnav leaving and she smirked to herself. As soon as he left she picked her phone up and texted someone. Within seconds, a man emerged from the corner holding a camera.

 

“Did you get what we need?”

“Yes madam.”

“And the pictures will be in tomorrow’s newspaper?”

 

The man nodded. Sheetal pulled out a large bundle of money and handed it to the man and he was off.

 

“This is where I leave. But Gupta, be sure to remember, I will never let you win…”

 

*****

 

“Khushi?”

“Arnav? You’re home early.”

 

Arnav rushed to Khushi and held her in his arms.

 

“I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry Khushi. I should’ve realised, realised the moment she arrived…”

“Arnav, what happened.”

“I failed you as a husband, I should have noticed, should have realised that something wasn’t right but I… I’m so sorry baby.”

 

Khushi broke the hug and looked at Arnav, tears flowing down his cheeks. Khushi wiped his tears and cupped his face.

 

“You’re the best husband in the world! What are you saying?”

“I know the truth Khushi.”

“What truth?”

“The truth between you and Sheetal.”

 

Khushi felt her blood run cold. Did Sheetal tell him the truth or did she make something up and then present it to him as the truth?

 

“I’m so sorry Khush, I should have realised that you wouldn’t just be like that to someone without a reason. I shouted at you the first day for being rude when really… God I was such a blind idiot.”

“Arnav…”

“You should have told me, told me about the past and what she’d done to you, you should have told me that it was her that started everything.”

“I couldn’t, she was your friend.”

“But you’re my wife and you’re so much more important than she would ever be to me. Promise me, promise me no matter what happens you’ll always tell me the truth, you’ll tell me when you’re uncomfortable and why.”

“I promise.”

“It’s my job to protect you Khushi, let me do my duty.”

“I will Arnav. I promise.”

 

Khushi hugged Arnav tightly. Everything was going to be okay. She had him and he wasn’t about to let her go.

 

*****

 

“Garima! Has the newspaper arrived.”

“Ji haan, it’s here.”

 

Garima passed her husband the mornings newspaper and handed her husband his tea. Shashi smiled and took his paper and his tea. He thanked his wife and she left to go to the kitchen.

Shashi began to flip through the paper and took in the main headlines. He was reading page 3 which he split his tea on himself.

 

“Garima! Garima come here now! Come quick!”

“What happened?”

“Look at this.”

 

Shashi turned the paper around and showed his wife.

 

“What am I looking at?”

“Look at this!”

“Is that Arnav?”

“Yes! In the arms of another woman.”

“He’s not just in her arms is he.”

 

Shashi turned the paper back around and looked at it. There was a large image of Arnav and Sheetal kissing at a party. Shashi threw the paper down and got to his feet.

 

“Garima grab my coat.”

“Where are we going?”

“We’re going to get Khushi.”

“What?”

“You heard me. We’re going to get our daughter home. I’m not going to make her put up with a man like this.”

“Why do we have to get her?”

“Garima. Do you think you would be able to live with a man who was having pictures of him with other women in paper? Think about her for once and not yourself.”

“I…”

“All your life you have been unjust with Khushi. And I let you. Now I am going to be the father she’s always needed and I am going to bring her home so she’s away from that man.”

“You can’t just go and get her like that.”

“Watch me.”

 

*****

 

“Arnavvv, get off me, I need to go downstairs and get breakfast ready.”

“Nope, lets just stay in bed all day.”

“I can’t.”

“Yes you can!”

“Let me go now and I’ll give you a surprise tonight.”

“What kind of surprise?”

 

Khushi placed a light and playful kiss on Arnav’s lips.

 

“The kind you like the best.”

“Fine I’ll let you go for now, but tonight…” Arnav winked at Khushi and she got out of bed and went into the bathroom.

 

*****

 

It was a little while later and Arnav were having breakfast with the rest of the family when there was a loud knock on the door. Hari Prakash went to answer it as the rest of the Raizada’s carried on eating.

 

“Who is it Hari Prakash.”

“Payal bhabi’s parents are here.”

 

Payal turned around and jumped to her feet.

 

“Amma, babuji what are you doing here at this time.”

 

Khushi too got to her feet and smiled to her uncle. The rest of the Raizada’s also got to their feet and greeted the Gupta’s.

 

“Shashi ji, Garima ji it is so nice to see you, please join us for some breakfast.”

“We’ve already eaten and we can’t stay for too long. We are here to take Khushi.”

 

*****

 

Author’s note: This is where I must leave you today, are we to see some fireworks in the next part or is it going to go down in flames?

 

 

Unwanted ~ Part 17

 

Khushi

 

He held me in his arms, his strong arms. I let it all out of my system, cried it all out, feeling the warmth of his body. This was what I needed in my life. This man, this warm, strong man that could provide me with all the stability I never had in my life.

 

“What can I do to make this all better for you?”

“Make love to me.”

 

He broke our hug and looked at me confused.

 

“Please.”

 

I took his lips between mine and kissed him with everything I had. I moved into him, holding him close to me. He kissed me so softly, I don’t think he’d ever been as gentle as this with me before. He took over the kiss and I let him take control. I didn’t want to fight for dominance today, I just wanted to take whatever he had to give.

We were getting into the moment and he slowly lowered me down onto the bed. His hands were rushing around my body, trying to touch every inch of my skin.

An involuntary moan left my lips and that set him on a wild one. My clothes were gone within the next moment and then his were gone. He came over me, his hands fondling with my breasts. He broke our kiss, and placed his lips over my hardened nipples. They were so ready, craving him. Every bit of me was craving him.

 

I let my hands move over him. His rock hard abs, his tousled hair, his hard, thick manliness, ready for me, standing proud.

 

 

“Arnav please, do it now.”

 

He kissed my lips once again and then he did what I wanted. He made us one, made me whole, made me his.

 

*****

 

“Arnav, it’s almost half 6, let’s get out of bed now!”

“Nope.”

 

He nuzzled his face into my neck and it made me giggle. I love his stubble, I really do, but it tickles like hell.

 

“I want to eat!”

“I want to eat you again!”

“Arnav!” I hit him playfully and hid my face in his chest. He laughed too and ran his hand along my naked body.

“You’re so god damn perfect baby.”

“You are too.”

“I love you Khush.”

“I love you too.”

 

I kissed him because that’s all I wanted to do, just kiss him.

 

“You do know that we only have 2 days left here.”

“Wait, 2 days? Where did the time go?”

“Time’s flown by.”

“Are you sure we can’t extend a little bit and stay a couple of more days.”

“I’m afraid not, I have to get back to work the day after we get back home.”

“Oh.”

“But that doesn’t mean we can’t make the most of the time we still have here.”

 

I smiled to him and moved into him. I didn’t know how things would play out once we got back home, but I wanted to make every moment of the time we had left.

 

*****

 

The first ray of light hit my face. I squinted my eyes and buried my face in Arnav’s chest. Yesterday felt so long ago. I looked at Arnav and I couldn’t help but smile. I should  be upset, hurt because of what happened yesterday. But I guess everything happens for the best. If all that stuff hadn’t happened, me and Arnav may still not have been certain about what we wanted and we may still have been with Ranveer and Nimisha respectively.

Last night, was our first as a proper couple. A couple that knew what they were doing and totally knew what they wanted. We made love over and over again and it was nothing like our first time. Our first time was rough around the edges, fueled by lust for one another. Driven by the curiosity we both had. We felt like teenagers having sex for the first time. We wanted  to try everything, not knowing how to do anything.

But last night was a night of love and passion. We knew what we wanted, we knew how we felt for sure. It was an expression of love from him to me and me to him. This was us promising ourselves to the other, becoming one, accepting out marriage.

 

Me and Arnav. Arnav and me. We are now one and we want to remain one. Forever and always.

 

*****

 

Authors note: I understand this is a relatively short update. It isn’t because I was short of time or because I didn’t know what else to write. I just wanted to leave this part at this point because I feel as though I have closed off this story line and this stage of their life. From the next part, honeymoon over and reality starts, are Arnav and Khushi going to be able to adjust to their new life, or will their relationship once again face barriers, making it once more feel unwanted?