Scars ~ Part 28

Arnav and Khushi got back  to their cabin and Arnav locked the door and Khushi kicked off her shoes.

“I had such a great time today.”

“Me too. Do you want to go out again tomorrow and see more of Paris.”

“Actually, I was kind of hoping we could just stay at home and spend time together.”

Arnav moved closer to Khushi and sat down beside her on the sofa.

“Just stay at home and do nothing or do you have other ideas in mind…”

Khushi blushed and Arnav kissed her lightly.

“You’re addicting Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada.”

“I am?”

“Absolutely, You’re like a drug to me.”

Khushi bit her lip slightly and Arnav moved into her and rubbed her lip with his thumb.

“Can I take you to bed?”

“Do you really need to ask?”

*****

It was a couple of hours later and Arnav finally rolled off Khushi and gathered the sheets up around them.

“You really know how to move don’t you?”

“Arnav!”

Khushi playfully smacked Arnav’s shoulder and he took her hand into his.

“Oi oi, watch it, otherwise I’ll make sure you can’t sit properly for a week.”

Khushi blushed a deep shade of red and Arnav let his hands wander along her body.

“Arnav, stop na, we’ve been at it for so long.”

“I told you, I’m addicted to you.”

“I am too.”

“Then why would you want me to stop?”

Khushi couldn’t find anything to say and Arnav smirked.

“It’s because you don’t want me to stop do you?”

Khushi shook her head and blushed.

“You like what I do to you?”

Khushi nodded.

“I leave you wanting more and more each time, don’t I?”

Once again Khushi nodded.

“You’re just as addicted to me as I am to you.”

Khushi hid her face in Arnav’s chest and he chuckled. He thought back to when he and Khushi got married, he thought he’d never find his pleasure in her. God how wrong was he? He felt like such a jerk, such a douche for thinking like that about Khushi. She was talented, educated, she had the modern touch as well as being perfectly traditional, just as his family had wanted, and more than anything she was a loving wife, who was willing to try anything and everything Arnav was offering her.

“Khushi I want to do it a different way.”

“What do you mean?”

“I want to try a new position.”

Khushi pulled her head out of Arnav’s chest and looked at him, confused.

“I’m confused.”

“I want to make love to you in a new way.”

“Ohhh, you mean like in a different WAY.”

“Yes. So you know how we did it in the shower, that was a different position.”

“Don’t worry, I get what you mean now.”

“So, are you up to trying something new.”

“With you Arnav, I’m willing to try anything.”

Arnav helped Khushi up and then lay down again himself. He pulled Khushi on top of himself and got her to straddle him.

“You want me to be on top?”

“Yes.”

“I can’t.”

“You can.”

Khushi shuffled tentatively and Arnav kissed her.

“What if I can’t…”

“Then I’ll take over.”

“Do you think I’m good enough?”

At this, Arnav pulled Khushi fully onto himself and kissed her deeply. He slowly pulled away and helped Khushi back into the position she was in.

“You’re amazing and you’re perfect and you give me so much pleasure.”

Khushi bit her lip and then leaned forward and kissed Arnav. He’d just said she gave him so much pleasure when in fact it was he who pleasured her. Today she would change that and take the lead. Khushi broke the kiss and let her hands run along Arnav’s body.

She let herself feel the hard planes of his body. She allowed herself to kiss his nipples and she carried on down his body to his belly button. Khushi placed little butterfly kisses around his belly button and Arnav could feel the blood pounding through his body, down to his member, which was getting harder and harder as time passed. Khushi noticed this and turned her attention to Arnav’s manliness. She took it into her hands and rubbed it ever so slightly and Arnav fell back into the bed, his eyes shut tight. Khushi ran the tip of her tongue along the top of his manhood and Arnav grabbed hold of the sheets by his side. She realised she was having the right kind of effect on him and so took as much of his hard, long length into her mouth as she could. Arnav gasped, she was causing havoc to his senses. Arnav let out a groan and Khushi smiled to herself, she was clearly going in the right direction.

Khushi held the base of his shaft and let her tongue run along the top and the sides. She could feel Arnav harden in her hands and mouth and it brought her a huge feeling of pride, knowing she was capable of doing this to him.

When she felt that she was ready, she got into a comfortable position and guided his penis into her. Arnav’s eyes snapped open and he held her waist and helped her do her thing. Khushi sighed at the feeling of him filling her body.

“God you’re so beautiful Khushi.”

“I feel so exposed like this.”

“You don’t have to hide anything from me. You’re mine.”

Khushi smiled and Arnav grabbed her waist and helped her move. When Khushi gained momentum, Arnav let go of her waist and let her move herself. Using her legs and all the power she had, she moved, up and down, letting him out and then taking him in again. She went slowly and carefully, not wanting to hurt his member. She pulled Arnav up slightly, so that she was still on top and was doing all the work, but she was able to kiss him. They were now in a sitting position, facing each other, foreheads resting against each others. She took his lips into hers and they kissed, passionately as she carried on her deed. As they were facing each other, Arnav took her breasts into his hands and played with them. Khushi carried on the motion she had set for them.

“AH, Arnavv…”

“Fu*k, this feels so good baby.”

“I’m doing it right then.”

“Move faster.”

Khushi picked up her pace and went a bit faster, making sure at all times she wasn’t hurting him. Arnav clutched onto her bottom and sucked on her breasts, he could feel Khushi’s climax building and he too wasn’t sure how much longer he could hold himself off for. Khushi’s legs were shaking, her control over her body slipping away. A fine line of sweat glistened on her skin. Arnav could feel that her legs were about to give way and so he pushed her back into the bed, maintaining their intimate link.

“Ar…”

“Sh, let me take over.”

Arnav took over and withdrew and then plunged back in. He carried on, hard and fast until he pushed Khushi off the edge and he too came.

He held her close to his body and he tucked her into the bed. He ran a finger down her face and smiled.

“Aren’t you a little firecracker?”

“Arnav…”

Khushi blushed and hid her face in Arnav’s chest.

“Are you seriously feeling shy after that?”

“Yes…”

Arnav brought Khushi’s face away from his chest and kissed her.

“You don’t need to feel shy any more. I’m all yours and you’re all mine…”

*****

Authors note: Hey guys hope you enjoyed that. I found it hard to write but it felt like it needed to be done! 

I feel as though I will try and update every Sunday now, because it’s convenient for me (most of the time) and this way I know I have an entire week to work on an update and so I can be ready for it and you guys know when to look for the update. I don’t have a specific updating time, however normally I’ll probably update at around 7-8 pm UK time. 

Hope you enjoy this and I shall see you all again real soon, byeee x

Unwanted ~ Part 11

 

Khushi

 

It was 6:30 am and the ringing of the hotel phone woke me up. I lifted my head, aware of the fact that there was a body pressed up against mine. It happened again. Arnav had his legs tangled in with mine, only difference this time was that his hand had found its way under my nightdress and was covering my breast. Why was this happening. I tried to move, so that I could answer the phone, but as I moved, it was as though he felt it and he held my breast in a tighter manner. I couldn’t move.

“Arnav…”

“Hmm.”

“Let go of me.”

“Sh, I’m sleeping.”

“Arnav!”

Eyes still shut, he suddenly pulled me, moving me further into his hard body. His hand moved to my stomach and I could feel his manliness poking my butt. He rubbed himself against me and I moaned. I didn’t mean to, but the action was so sexual, I couldn’t help it. His hand moved back up to my boob and he rubbed it all the while his manliness still rubbing against my butt. I realised what I needed, or more so what I wanted. I turned in his arms and placed my hands on his chest and pushed his down onto the bed. I leaned over him and I kissed him. And he kissed me back! But he was still sleeping. I let my hand feel his chest, his stubbled face, my hand moved, further down his body and I rubbed his manliness. God he was so hard. Thoughts filled my head, what would it feel like to have his manliness buried deep within me?

And it was then he woke up. His eyes snapped open and he pushed me off him.

“What on earth!”

I looked at him and he looked back at me. It sunk in what I had just done and what I had been thinking. I looked away from him and made to the phone to answer it. It was ringing for the fourth time now, but Arnav pulled me back and pushed me down onto the bed. He moved over me and pinned my wrists down.

“What the hell were you doing to me?”

“It was your fault.”

“How?”

“You were the one that was spooning with me. You were the one that had your hand under my clothes, touching my boobs.”

“I wasn’t…”

“You were Mr Raizada and then when I tried to pull away you pulled me towards yourself and started rubbing your d*** on my ass.”

“I was dreaming…”

“And your dreams weren’t just dreams. You were touching me up and you got me all turned on and so I kissed you.”

“But you didn’t just kiss me.”

“No I didn’t. I touched you too.”

He looked down at me and I looked straight back at him. We both knew I was attracted to him, if anything today’s actions just reinforced that further. What happened next, one moment we’re staring at each other, the next he’s on me, kissing me and I’m kissing him back. I reached up for him and let me hands wander into his thick hair. It was funny how a man who controlled everything was unable to control his hair. His hands moved away from my wrists and along my body. Something about his touched made me want him so much more. I arched up and pulled him closer to myself. Our kiss was hungry, needy. It was exhilarating and I wanted it to never end.

But of course we both got out of breath and we came up for air. Arnav moved off me and he looked at me and I looked straight back at him. The phone went off once more and I moved to answer it.

“Khushi speaking.”

“Mrs Raizada I’m so sorry to have disturbed you, but we have your friend here, who is also staying here who says she has prepared breakfast for you all to share. Should I send her up?”

“Er…”

I look over to Arnav and I realised that we need to talk.

“No, tell Nimisha that we’ll let her know when she can come up, Arnav’s still asleep.”

“Okay ma’am.”

I put the phone down and explained to Arnav that Nimisha wanted to come up with breakfast.

“Arnav, we need to…”

“I know, we need to talk. We need to figure out what we want.”

“Yes exactly.”

“I don’t know what I want Khushi. I… Everything’s a mess. I’m telling myself I still want to be with Nimisha, but do I really? I avoided her kiss last night. I’ve never been a fan of kissing Nimi but I’d never done what I did last night before. Yet I want to kiss you, I dream about kissing you. What’s happening?”

“It’s the attraction.”

“That’s what I said to you before and you said it wasn’t just attraction for you, and I’m starting to feel the same Khushi.”

I bit my lip and looked at him.

“What do we do now though?”

“What do you mean?”

“That’s something between us Arnav, there’s no point trying to deny it, but how do we go about it?”

“We’re mature adults. We should know what we want.”

“I want Ranveer… But…”

“But you have some weird kind of feelings for me.”

“Yes, that.”

“I feel exactly the same way.”

“But Arnav, our feelings are wrong.”

“Are they? I mean the last time I checked we’re a married couple, who consented to our marriage. Indeed it wasn’t a long term plan, but if we want each other then why don’t we just say we want to be together.”

“But Nimisha and Ranveer…”

Arnav ran his hand through his hair and I could tell it was stressing him out.

“Arnav please, let’s just forget about this. Maybe you’ve just been away from Nimisha for too long and I away from Ranveer. I’m sure when we spend time with them again we’ll both stop thinking and feeling like this.”

“So what do you want me to do?”

“I was us to forget about that’s been happening and we should enjoy our time here with our respective partners.”

Arnav looked away from me and grabbed his own phone. I watched him as he went through his messages and he called Nimisha.

*Hey Nimi, yeah Khushi’s just woken me up. Give us both half an hour and we’ll get ready and you can come up and we can all eat together. … Yeah that’s great, so I’ll see you in a bit … Yeah me too, bye*

He disconnected the call and looked at me.

“You’re messing with my head and my sanity Khushi Kumari Gupta.”

*****

It was about 45 minutes later when the lift pinged and the doors opened to reveal Nimisha. She was wearing a short brown dress and she had her hair down with small curls at the bottom. She rushed into the apartment, handed the boxes to me and rushed into Arnav’s arms. I noticed how Arnav hesitated. He lifted his hands to hug her back but he lowered them again and broke the hug. Nimisha clearly had noticed this.

“Is everything okay?”

“I just haven’t been feeling too good.”

“Oh no, what happened?”

“I think I may have caught a bit of a cold.”

I turned and left, they needed their privacy. I walked back into our room and picked my own phone up. I had a whole load of texts and calls from Ranveer but I wasn’t about to reply to him. He’d be here later this evening and we would talk then. It was a little while later when Arnav called me to come and eat. I walked into the dining room and watched as Nimisha plated up various breakfast items.

“I don’t know if the waffles will still taste as good as they usually would, I’ve had to heat them up again.”

I sat down at the table and looked at everything.

“This is amazing! Why did you go through all the trouble.”

“I just wanted to make a good impression with you I guess.”

“Oh Nimisha…”

“Please call me Nimi.”

“”You really didn’t need to do all this, I have nothing against you so why would you need to be making an impression on me.”

“I know, I know, it’s just, I don’t know, I just felt like I needed to make a good impression on you.”

I smiled at started eating what Nimi had put on my plate. I looked over to Arnav and I noticed him watching me. I looked away, I know what he was thinking and I was thinking the same, how did things suddenly get so complicated between us?

Scars ~ Part 27

Arnav and Khushi got ready and then let their cabin. They had some breakfast in a nearby cafe. Arnav had recommended the French toast and Khushi laughed.

“What you can’t come to France and not have an French toast and croissants.”

They ate their food and made small talk and then they decided where they wanted to go.

“Where would you like to go first?”

“Can we go and see the Eiffel Tower?”

“Of course we can.”

So they finished their breakfast and then left to get a cab.

“Eiffel Tower se vous plait.” (Eiffel Tower please.)

The man nodded and they drove off. Arnav leaned in towards Khushi and pointed something out to her. Khushi nodded.

“How do you know so much about France?”

“I’ve come before numerous times as a part of work.”

“Ah of course. Raj would love to come to France, the photography opportunities are everywhere.”

“You should take some nice pictures for the both of you. I can get you into a fashion show if you want me to.”

“Could you really?!”

“Of course I can, I’m Arnav Singh Raizada, people know me and AR all across the world.”

The cab driver stopped the car and turned to them.

“ASR?”

“Yes?”

“I know you.”

The cab driver looked awkwardly, mumbled a word of sorry in French and then began driving again. Arnav chuckled and turned to Khushi.

“Dekha, yeh bhi mejhe jaanti hai.” (You see, even he knows me)

“Hum Hindi main kyune baat kar rahi hoon?” (Why are we talking in Hindi?)

“Taake uska ehsaas na ho ki hum uski baare main baat kar rahi hoon.” (So that he doesn’t realise we’re talking about him)

“I see what you meant Arnav. Looks like people do know my husband.”

“Are you proud of me?”

“Very!”

Khushi gave Arnav a peck on the cheek and he laughed. Finally they arrived at the Eiffel tower. Arnav paid the cab driver and they both jumped out. Khushi looked up in awe, there before her very eyes was the one and only Eiffel Tower.

Unable to contain her joy, she grabbed Arnav’s and and they made their way to the lift that would take them to the top. There were people in front of them, so they had to wait a short while, but soon enough they were at the top of the tower. Khushi rushed forward and looked down.

“Arnav look! You can see the whole of Paris! It looks so beautiful.”

“That’s not true beauty. I’ve seen the real definition of beauty.”

“Where?”

“You.”

Khushi blushed and hugged Arnav.

“Thank you.”

“Why are you thanking me?”

“For bringing me here.”

“I knew you’d love France.”

“And I do, I adore it!”

Arnav leaned in and kissed Khushi. He didn’t linger because he knew she wouldn’t appreciate people witnessing their intimate moment, but he couldn’t help himself. He pulled away from a blushing Khushi.

“Arnav…”

“We’re in Paris, city of love, people will understand.”

They moved away from each other and they took pictures from the top of the Eiffel Tower and then a man offered to take a picture of them too. They stayed at the top for quite a while but of course, it was soon time to go down again and Arnav asked Khushi we’re she would like to go next.

“Can we go to Notre Dame?”

“Of course we can, but if we go there, we won’t really be able to go anywhere else today. I don’t mind what we decide to do.”

“That’ll be fine.”

So they got into the lift and made their way down. They spoke about the other places they wanted to go over the next few days.

“Would you like to grab something to eat before we go to Notre Dame?”

“I don’t really mind, I’m not too hungry yet.”

“I say we get a little something so we don’t get too hungry later.”

Khushi nodded and they got a cab and went off to a restaurant. They ordered a light lunch, ate and then left.

“I really should just hire us a car, so much easier than getting a cab everywhere.”

“You can’t drive here!”

“Why can’t I? I’ve driven in the UK and in the US and I drive in India all the time. I can manage.”

“As long as you know you can manage.”

“How about I just hire a car and get a driver? Would you be happier that way?”

“Yes!”

“Then that’s what we’ll do.”

A cab halted and they got in and their journey to the Notre Dame began. When they got their and get out of the cab, Khushi gasped at the site of the grand building. Arnav looked up himself and his eyes fell on the gargoyles. Why would you have gargoyles on a cathedral?

They gained entry and they went inside and what they saw amazed both of them.

The grand structure of the building overwhelmed them. Khushi grabbed hold of Arnav’s hand and led him over to show him something.

They spent ages, looking at different things and then it was finally time to leave. Arnav and Khushi got a cab and then made their way back to their cabin. Once in the car, Khushi cuddled up to Arnav.

“I had such a great time today!”

“I did too and I’m glad you enjoyed it all.”

“Thank you for everything Arnav.”

“Thank you for giving me a second chance baby.”

*****

Authors note : Okay so I rarely do notes like this at the bottom of updates, but I felt like I really needed to with this one. I hope you guys can forgive me for this bog standard update. I’m really annoyed with how I’ve written it and I honestly feel like it’s my worst part to date. Please do leave me feedback for this part and tell me how you think I could improve it, and then next time when I want something like this again, I’ll try to make it better 🙂

Also, I plan to start updating at least once a week again, but I am really busy so we’ll see how it plans out. 

Finally, I understand it’s been quite a while since I started this story so I recommend everyone go back and read the story from the beginning if you cannot remember what’s happened. There are some lose ends from the start of the story which I will start patching up now and if you can’t remember what happened before, you may not fully see where I am coming from in newer parts. 

Unwanted ~ Part 10

 

Arnav

 

Khushi was holding onto my arm and we both walked out into the lobby and began making our way to the elevator. But I was stopped dead in my track when I thought I saw her. I brushed Khushi off and then had to take a good look and indeed, there infront of us…

“Nimisha?”

She rushed towards me and hugged me tightly.

“What are you…”

“I couldn’t wait any longer, I’ve missed you so much, so I changed my ticket and came a little bit earlier.”

She pulled away from me and I looked to Khushi who was slowly moving away from us, looking highly awkward.

“I wanted to surprise you!”

“I’m really surprised. Er Nimisha this is Khushi, Khushi, Nimi.”

“Hi, it’s nice to meet you Nimisha.”

“Oh please call me Nimi and yeah it’s great to meet you too.”

“I er, I’ll go to our room and let you guys catch up.”

I watched Khushi turn and leave. It was now just me and Nimi.

“Have you spoken to the front desk about arriving early?”

“Yes I have and they’ve said that I’ll have to pay the extra amount otherwise there isn’t a problem as it was an empty room already.”

“Should we go up to your room or would you like to grab a coffee or something from outside?”

“Can we go up to my room then?”

I nodded and we got into the elevator and Nimisha pushed the right button. It felt weird. I’ve been looking forward to seeing here, but now she was here, it just felt… Well inconvenient. My mind went back to Khushi and about how we’d spent the evening together dancing and enjoying ourselves.

The lift stopped and we got our and Nimi led me to what was her room. She unlocked the door and we stepped it. It was a normal sized hotel room, nothing like what me and Khushi had. Nimi dropped her bag on the side and then sat down on the sofa and I sat down beside her. Why was it that even after seeing her after such a long time, I felt like I could think of nothing to say?

“So, how have you been?”

“I’ve been good, you?”

“I’ve been good too.”

“How’s your time here been so far.”

“It’s been alright, just been getting to know Khushi a bit really.”

“She seems really nice.”

“She is.”

“When’s her boyfriend going to arrive?”

“Should be arriving late tomorrow evening.”

“And then we all go our own ways?”

“Kind of.”

She hugged me again.

“Oh I’ve missed you so much Arnav.”

“I have too.”

She pulled away slightly and then moved back in again, her eyes closing. She wanted to kiss me. She came close and I could feel her breath against my lips and I couldn’t do it. I turned ever so slightly so she just got my cheek. This clearly shocked her.

“Arnav?”

“I’m sorry, I just…”

“You’re tired and it’s been a while I get it. Well I guess I’m tired too so I’m going to get some sleep.”

She got off the sofa and moved towards her bags and began opening them fishing for clothes.

“Would you like me to get you anything or sort anything for you?”

“No. I think I can manage, you should go get some rest.”

I nodded, gave her a peck on the cheek and then left and made my way towards the elevator once more. I got in and pushed the button for the top floor. I ran my fingers through my hair. What the hell was I doing. It was true, I never enjoyed kissing Nimi, but I had never done that before. I’d never pulled away or turned away as I had just done. The lift pinged and the doors opened and I stepped out into our room. I walked straight to the bedroom where Khushi was in bed watching a film. She looked up and smiled to me.

“You’re back already? I didn’t think you’d come back at all tonight.”

“Yeah she was tired and I’m tired too so… What are you watching?”

“Kuch Kuch Hota Hai.”

“You like that?”

“Love it! Salman Khan’s in it so…”

“No he isn’t, it’s an SRK film.”

“Well yeah, but Salman plays a part too, he’s Anjali’s fiance.”

“Oh yeah! I remember now.”

“I’ve only just started watching. You should go get changed and then you can watch with me. I’ll pause it for you.”

I nodded to her and then went into the bathroom and got changed. I got out a few moments later and got into bed and Khushi started the film from the beginning and we both watched. It’s a long film, so at some point Khushi moved into me and I put my arm around her and we carried on watching. I saw the tears gathering in Khushi’s eyes when little Anjali hugged big Anjali as she was leaving the summer camp. I couldn’t help but roll my eyes slightly. I mean we all know its going to be okay in the end? Why get emotional? Typical woman. I chuckled at my own thought and Khushi looked at me.

“What?!”

“Nothing.”

“Stop laughing at me!”

“How do you know?”

“I just do okay.”

“Is this some kind of wife telepathy?”

At this Khushi looked away and blushed slightly.

“I’m just your namesake wife.”

“I know, but you’re still my wife.”

“Not you’re real wife…”

She looked away and carried on watching the film. I observed her expression, there was something weird about her now but I wasn’t about to say anything. We carried on watching the film.

The final scenes of the film played and Khushi wiped away her tears of joy. The film ended and Khushi turned the TV off.

“Arnav…”

“What’s up?”

“Do you think things would be different between us if we weren’t committed to different people?”

“I feel like we’ve spoken about this before?”

“We probably have.”

“Maybe… I mean I like you Khushi, there’s no denying that.”

“I like you too…”

“But…”

“We’re in love with different people.”

Khushi looked away, I felt like I should say something to her, say anything, but I couldn’t think of anything.

When I finally had an idea, her phone rang and she reached out for it. It was Ranveer. Khushi rejected the call and put her phone away.

“Is everything okay?”

“It’s fine… I just… I’ll talk to him when he get here.”

I nodded and she lay down and got comfortable. I watched her and then settled down myself. Had something happened between Khushi and Ranveer? Was it because of me?

*****

Authors note

Hey guys, I’m finally back! I feel like I do this a lot, go missing for a while and then come back. But any way, hope you enjoy this part and I’m working on the next ones too. At the moment I need some time to read through all my notes and some of the older parts before I can update “scars” because I’ve absolutely forgotten where I was going with that one. So I’ll update again soon, thanks guys

Scars ~ Part 26

Arnav was lying on his back and Khushi had her head on his chest.

 

“Khushi…”

“Yes?”

“Why did you fall in love with me?”

“Because… Because you’re my husband.”

“That’s it?”

“No, because you’re an amazing person, with a beautiful personality and you’re ever so handsome.”

“But I was an idiot to you…”

“I thought we said we were going to start again?”

 

Arnav took his wrist into his hands. It was still bandaged up. Khushi tried to take it out of his grip but Arnav didn’t let it go.

 

“I hurt you…”

“No I hurt myself.”

“If I wasn’t a complete twat you wouldn’t have done what you did.”

“Arnav…”

“I could have lost you Khushi and it would have been all my fault.”

“I’m sorry I hurt you, I really am.”

“No, I’m sorry I hurt you. I was such a…”

“Arnav please. This is a new start for us.”

“But Khushi, you can’t just expect me to forget.”

“It’s going to take time, but please, I really want us to move on. I want to forget and I want to enjoy my life now.”

“It’s not just going to go away like that, we both know that.”

“Times heals everything. Can’t we try Arnav?”

“Of course we can…”

 

Arnav kissed the top of Khushi’s head and she looked over to the clock.

 

“Arnav it’s half 10! We should get out of bed now.”

“We’re on honeymoon. We don’t need to get out of bed. Honeymoons were made so we can stay in bed and make the most of each other. So we can bond and learn about each other.”

“Haven’t we done enough bonding?”

 

Khushi blushed and Arnav tickled Khushi.

 

“Cheeky! Are you hungry?”

“Very!”

“Then I guess we should have some breakfast.”

 

Arnav got out of bed and Khushi watched him get up. Arnav turned back to face her and Khushi hid her eyes.

 

“You can look you know, you saw me like this and you’ve slept with me like this.”

“I know, but it’s a different thing altogether seeing you like this in broad daylight.”

“I wouldn’t mind seeing you naked in broad daylight.”

 

Khushi covered her face with the duvet and Arnav laughed and made his way to the bathroom.

5 minutes later Khushi too got out of bed . She covered herself with the blanket and sat on the edge of the bed and smiled to herself. She could hear the water running in the bathroom and this gave her an idea. She stood up with the blanket still covering her and walked over to the bathroom. She tried the door and to her delight Arnav hadn’t locked the door. She stepped in and shut the door behind her. Once inside she looked to the shower cubicle and saw Arnav stood under the shower with his back to her, it seemed as though he hadn’t realised she’d walked in. Khushi let the blanket drop to the floor and she walked over and got into the shower with Arnav. She hugged him from behind and he jumped slightly.

 

“What the…”

“Hi…”

“When did you…?”

“I wanted to have a shower too.”

“So you decided to shower with me.”

“Yes, is there a problem with that?”

 

Arnav turned around to face her and pushed Khushi against the glass of the cubicle. His lips latched onto her neck and he let his hands play with her body.

 

“Ah Arnav…”

“Did you think you’d just shower with me?”

“I…”

 

Arnav let his hand move down Khushi’s body and he pushed a finger into her. Another hand teased her breasts, causing her nipples to harden. He took one of the hardened buds between his lips and sucked. Khushi took in a harsh breath and held onto Arnav.

 

“How is it, after an entire night, I still want you so god damn much. I want to take you, here, now, in this shower. And you want me too. You’re so wet, so ready for me.”

“Who’s stopping you? I’m in here with you because I want you too.”

 

Arnav backed Khushi into the glass of the shower cubicle and he lifted her ever so slightly. Arnav let his hand move down south and he hooked his finger into her. Khushi gasped and moved in to kiss Arnav. Arnav positioned himself and entered her.

 

“Ahh…”

“Just hold onto me.”

 

Khushi held on for dear life and Arnav thrust himself in to her and then slowly extracted himself. He then plunged himself into her again and this cycle continued for a while. Khushi pressed herself into him and rested her face in the crook of his neck. Arnav grabbed hold of Khushi leg and wrapped it tightly around his waist and she felt him move further inside her.

 

“Ahh…”

“Shh”

 

Arnav continued his penetration and Khushi let her nails dig into his back, this was a completely different feeling, completely new and she couldn’t take it.

 

“I can’t…

“You’re close, I know… But carry on with me baby, come for me…”

 

They both did what they needed to do and then they both reached their peak. Arnav held Khushi close to him and then slowly sat her down on the little step on the inside of the shower cubicle. Arnav too sat down next to her.

 

“Are you okay?”

 

Khushi nodded and then blushed.

 

“We made love in a shower?”

“Absolutely.”

“Is that even normal?”

“Why shouldn’t it be?”

“Do normal people do that?”

“Yeah.”

 

Arnav laughed at Khushi’s innocence.

 

“You’re so cute.”

“We both need to shower properly now.”

 

Khushi got up and started to leave and Arnav held her back.

 

“We can shower together…”

 

He grabbed the bottle of shower gel and got some into his hands, he rubbed them together and lathered Khushi with it. His hands moved over her chest, her breasts and then down to her abdomen. He then dared to let his hand move lower…

He moved her toward the spray of water and watched as all the soap fell off her body. He then grabbed the shampoo and massaged it into Khushi’s hair. Khushi moaned as his fingers worked their magic in her hair. When her hair was washed, he let all the soap rinse out. Khushi then grabbed the shower gel and worked her magic on Arnav’s body.

 

“Your body is perfect Arnav…”

“As is yours.”

 

Khushi blushed and they both let all soap spuds wash out of their body. Arnav switched the water off and he grabbed two big towels. He wrapped Khushi up in one and then wrapped himself in one. They got out of the shower and went into their room and they both got dressed.

 

“We should shower together more often baby…”

Unwanted ~ Part 9

 

Khushi

 

Me and Arnav began getting ready for the party, my mind reverting back to my phone every few moments. But I had to be strong and stop myself from replying. I would only talk to Ranveer once he got here now.

 

“Khushi, you’re lost in thought again.”

“I’m not, I’m not.”

“Well hurry and get ready!”

 

I nodded and then grabbed hold of the dress Arnav had brought me and I went into the bathroom. It was the lightest shade of pink and was made from flowy material. It was long and made me felt ever so elegant. I teamed the dress up with a black shrug and I wore my high black heels. I left the bathroom and walked back into our room and looked to Arnav who was already in his suit. He was wearing a black suit with a white shirt and a pinkish tie.

 

“I knew this tie would pretty much match your dress!”

“We look like we’re going to prom.”

“Regardless, you still look beautiful.”

“Thanks.”

 

I sat down at the dressing table and pulled out my make up. I went for a simple look, with nudish pink lips. I then opted for subtle eye make up, but made sure that my eyelashes looked long and full.

 

“How do I look?”

 

Arnav turned to me and smiled.

 

“You look absolutely perfect.”

“Are just saying that to be nice?”

“No, I’m saying it because I mean it.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

“I think you’re perfect too.”

 

He looked at me and I could feel myself blushing and so I looked away.

 

“Should we er, get going?”

“We only need to go downstairs.”

“Yeah, but we don’t want to be late.”

 

I nodded and we both left and got into the lift. He looked at me and offered his arm and I took it, smiling at him. He smiled back and the lift went down. Once it pinged to signify we’d reached the ground, we stepped out and made it into the events hall. It looked so beautiful and I could see other couples starting to arrive.

Arnav went over and grabbed me a drink and got himself one too. We looked around and we saw our familiar photographer and he came over to us.

 

“Mr and Mrs Raizada! What a pleasant surprise! I’ve been called here to do the photographs of the event!”

“It’s good to see you too, how are you? By the way, I don’t think we ever caught you’re name.”

“Excuse me for not introducing myself. I’m Andy.”

 

Arnav nodded and Andy walked away, clicking pictures for other couples.

 

“Arnav, this is really awkward.”

“Not really, we’ll just have our drinks then we’ll go mingle with the other couples, by that time the hosts should have come out and get the party started.”

 

I took Arnav’s word for it and I sipped at my mocktail. Bless him,  Arnav knew me so well. He knew that I didn’t drink alcohol. We both drank our mocktails and by the time they were done the hosts took the stage and addressed us. They said how glad they were that all us couples were there and they were honoured we all chose their hotel for our honeymoons. They also said that food would be served in a bit but before that, the lights were to go down and the music was to come on.

 

“Would you do me the honour of dancing with me to the first song of the night?”

 

I bit my lip and took his hand. The music came on.

*Teri meri, meri teri prem kahani hai mushqil…*

 

 

Arnav pulled me close and we swayed to the music ever so slowly. I looked around to the other couples and they all too were dancing, everyone looked so peaceful. I rested my head on Arnav’s chest and I closed my eyes. Was it weird that I felt so at peace in his arms?

 

The song ended and we broke apart and I looked up at him, the next song then kicked in.

*Hey kaash, kaash yun hota… Har shaam, saath tu hota…*

 

 

He pulled me close again and we started dancing once more. I could feel his body against mine, we were so close. I breathed in the scent that was oh so distinctly Arnav. His eyes were almost closed as he led our dance.

 

“Arnav…”

“Shh, take in the music.”

 

We carried on dancing, moving in sync with each other. It felt so intimate, yet ever so innocent, all we were doing was holding each other and dancing to the music.

This song too came to an end and the next one began almost instantly.

*Kisi ko sapna lagey tu…*

 

 

This song felt like it was slightly more upbeat from the start and our dancing wasn’t as slow as it had been during the other songs. I pulled away from him slightly and he pulled me back and we danced. Arnav let me twirl and move to the music. But alas this song too came to an end and someone announced that the food was to be served.

 

“Should we get something to eat?”

 

I nodded and we pulled apart and Arnav offered me his arm again and I took it. We then went over to the buffet table and picked out what we wanted to eat. We got our food and then sat down at a table and then another couple joined us.

 

“Arnav Singh Raizada?”

“Yes?”

“Hi I’m Jethwa Sinha. I’ve put in an application at AR for the job of assistant manager.”

“Ah nice to meet you. Yes my right hand man, Aman informed me that a few people had applied for that post.”

“Have you made any decisions as to who you are going to employ?”

“Not yet, I got busy with my wedding and now I’ve come on honeymoon so, I’ll sort all that out once I get back.”

“Okay, I understand, but please do consider me sir.”

“I will.”

 

I smiled at the man’s wife and she playfully rolled her eyes at me and then laughed. She came and took the seat next to me.

 

“Men ey, all they care about is work.”

“I’m actually surprised, Arnav hasn’t spoke about work much.”

“Jeth has, all he’s gone on about the last 3 days is whether he’ll get a job at AR and now he’s met Mr Raizada… I’m going to need earplugs!”

 

We both laughed and I extended my hand and she shook it.

 

“I’m Khushi.”

“Parul, Parul Kapoor, now Parul Sinha.”

“Oh well in that case, Khushi Kumari Gupta, not Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada.”

“That’s quite a mouthful!”

 

We laughed once more and we looked over to our husbands who were busy talking about the work industry. Me and Parul spoke about our weddings and then about the time we had spent in Bali so far. We took our time and ate our food, all the while stealing glances at our husbands who had seemed to forgotten about us, and who too were enjoying their food.

 

“I’ll get back at him for this, he’s not allowed to touch me tonight.” Parul laughed and I did too. “Are you going to punish Mr Raizada too?”

“Of course I will.”

 

I couldn’t help but feel a little awkward, to the world me and Arnav were husband and wife, and we were, but of course, we didn’t have that kind of a relationship. I thought of Parul’s words, how would I punish Arnav even if I wanted to?

We both joked around for a while more and then Jethwa looked up.

 

“Parul, should we go dance again?”

“I though you’d never ask!”

 

Parul got up but she turned back to me and smiled.

 

“It was nice talking to you Khushi.”

“You too.”

 

The Sinha’s left.

 

“I think I will hire Jethwa, he’s seems to committed to a job he hasn’t even got yet and he seems like a really nice person.”

“I liked his wife, she’s really nice.”

“Should we go dance too?”

“YES!”

 

Arnav took my hand and we got up to dance. We swayed to the music and spoke about little things at the same time.

 

“I’ve actually enjoyed my evening.”

“I have too.”

“You’re great company Gupta.”

“I could say the same about you Raizada.”

“I think it’s going to be a fun 6 months with you.”

“Do you think we’ll be able to stay friends after we go our own ways?”

“I don’t see why not. I mean we get along so well, it would be a shame to have no kind of relationship when we end our marriage.”

 

We would have spoken more but the next song started playing and I squealed for joy when it did. I moved into Arnav and told him to dance with me.

*Hum tere bin ab reh nehi sakte, tere bina kya wajood mera…*

 

 

He pulled me close and looked into my eyes and we moved ever so slowly, taking the music and the moment in. He hid his face in the crook of my neck and I could feel his lips brushing on my neck.

 

“Why do I feel so at peace with you Khushi?”

“I can feel your stubble on my neck Arnav…”

“I love the smell of you, I could get high on the smell of your neck.”

“Arnav…”

“I wish I met you before.”

“Arnav please… Can we just dance…”

 

We carried on dancing to ‘Tum Hi Ho’ but his words kept playing in my head, *I wish I met you before…* What did he mean?

The song ended and Arnav pulled away from me.

 

“Are you tired?”

“A little.”

“Should we cal it a day?”

 

I nodded and I took his arm and we left the hall. We got out into the lobby and Arnav stopped dead in his tracks and I looked up. There was a girl standing there looking at as. Arnav shook my hand off his arm.

 

“Nimisha…?”

Hi guys!

Hi everyone! How are you all??

Oh my goodness I’ve just realised I haven’t updated in a while and I haven’t said anything about it either. I’ve just been so busy with stuff I haven’t really had the time to work on my updates and get anything posted, so I’m so sorry! I have the next update for both stories written, I just need to have the time to go through them and make sure they’re fine. But even that takes time. So I’m going to put it off for a while. I promise to be back on the week commencing the 25th and I’ll have your update ready sometime then.

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love you all, byeee

Scars – Part 25

Arnav and Khushi opened the door to their little honeymoon cabin and Arnav lifted Khushi into his arms. They were still in their registry finery, a newly wedded couple to everyone around them.

Arnav kicked the door shut and took Khushi into the bedroom and put her down on the bed. He sat down himself and leaned over and kissed her. He kissed her full on, on the mouth and was hungry, oh so hungry. He kissed her like a man who’d been starved all his life. He placed his hands on Khushi’s thighs and made his way to her waist and moved closer to her. He could feel Khushi kissing him back and she moved into him, trying to get more of him. She placed her hands flat on his chest. Arnav’s hands moved up from her waist, up the side of her breasts and rested when he was holding her head in place. Khushi too let her hands move off his body and into his hair. Their kiss intensified, neither wanting to come up for air, both needing so much more.

Arnav moved away, making Khushi whimper ever so slightly. He cupped her face and looked into her eyes.

 

“I’m so sorry Khushi, so sorry for being an idiot and not seeing how amazing you were right from the start.”

“It’s okay… It really is. This is a new start for us, we should just forget about the past and start again. We’re on honeymoon, from tonight our relationship changes and we can start again.”

“What did I do to be blessed with you in my life?”

“You’re the blessing in my life, you made my crappy life amazing.”

“And I’m going to make it even more amazing. I’m going to give you everything you deserve Khushi, I promise you. Starting from tonight…”

 

Arnav took Khushi’s hand and they got off the bed. He let go of her hands and went to switch the lights off and he lit a few of the candles. He came back over to Khushi and kissed her again. He placed his hands on her neck and pulled her close to himself and Khushi too held Arnav close to himself. He pushed his hands into her hair and Arnav bit her lip slightly, making Khushi gasp. The kiss was raw, passionate, hungry. Arnav’s hands continued to roam and then they settled on her shoulders and he began to push her shrug away. He pushed it off her and let his hands travel the length of her bare arms. Arnav broke the kiss and looked to Khushi. Khushi looked back at him and bit her lip.

 

“Don’t bite your lip. It does things to me.”

 

Arnav moved into Khushi and reached behind her and pulled at the zip of her dress. The zip came down all the way to the base of her back. It was abrupt, but Khushi moved in and kissed Arnav, her hands inside his suit jacket. He kissed her in return and let his hands explore her exposed back. Her skin was so soft. Khushi pushed his jacket away and then fiddled with the buttons of his shirt. She took all the buttons off and pushed the shirt off him, never breaking the kiss. Arnav too pushed Khushi’s dress off her and it gathered around her feet. He broke the kiss and looked at her. There she stood before him, in nothing but her black bra and panties and her heels. Khushi stepped out of her dress and kicked her shoes off. She looked up at Arnav he looked at her.

 

“God. You’re beautiful. So sexy.”

 

He moved into her, asked for her permission using his eyes. He reached behind her and unclipped her bra and pulled it away. Khushi tried to raise her arms to cover herself but Arnav stopped her. He kissed her neck and took a breast into his hands and felt her. Khushi’s head fell back and she moaned.

 

“Arnavji…”

“Arnav.”

“What.”

“Call me Arnav.”

“I…”

“When I make love to you, when I pleasure you, I want you to say my name Khushi. I want to hear you moan my name. I want to know that I can give you what you deserve.”

 

Arnav knelt down and kissed the inside of her thighs, ever so close to her most feminine part. He hooked his fingers into her panties and pulled them down slowly. Khushi pushed her thighs together but that didn’t stop him. Arnav lifted her off her feet once more and put her down onto the bed. He then got up and pulled his own trousers and boxers away from him. Khushi looked at him and her eyes fell on him. His masculinity.

He moved onto her and touched her body, Khushi arched back into the bed.

 

“Do you see what you do to me Khushi. Look at me.”

 

Khushi opened her eyes, her mind was all so hazy but she saw him.

 

“This is what you do to me. We haven’t even done anything more than kiss, you haven’t even needed to touch me and look at me. You’ve got me so hard. It’s all you baby, you.”

 

He reached over to the bedside table and picked up the box of condoms. Khushi stopped him.

 

“Khushi we need…”

“We don’t…”

“We don’t?”

“I’m telling you, we don’t need protection Arnav.”

 

Khushi looked at him and bit her lip.

 

“F**k I told you what that does to me!”

 

He moved onto her, kissing her, touching her body. He let his hands move south and he pushed a finger into her.

 

“Arnav!”

 

He moved his finger in her. She was so tight, so wet. She wanted him and that made him harder. He re-positioned himself above her.

 

“I promise you Khushi, this is the last time I’ll ever hurt you again.”

 

He thrust into her and Khushi felt as though her body had hit a live wire.

 

“Oh god.”

 

Her body arched up and she gasped. Arnav moved in her, holding her down, kissing her. Khushi wrapped her long slender legs around his waist, pulling him closer to himself. Their bodies moved together like a musical symphony. Khushi’s moans filled the room and Arnav kept going, pumping his body into hers over and over again.

 

“Arnav…”

“What is it baby?”

“Something’s happening.”

“I know, it’s happening to me to… Come for me baby…”

 

He continued his penetration, carried on going with the same speed and intensity. Khushi could feel her climax building… Building…

 

“Arna…”

 

And she came. Just like that and he did too. Arnav held himself in her for a moment and he kissed her forehead. Slowly he withdrew himself and tumbled onto the bed beside her and Khushi hid her face in his chest.

 

“Are… Are you okay Khushi?”

 

Khushi nodded and Arnav lifted her face.

 

“Are you sure you’re not hurting or anything?”

“I’m fine.”

“Are you tired?”

 

Khushi nodded. Arnav pulled the blanket over him and tucked her in.

 

“Go to sleep baby.”

 

He held her close and Khushi felt sleep take over her body…

 

*****

 

It must have been a couple of hours later, the sun hadn’t risen yet. Khushi woke up and smiled.

 

“Morning baby.”

“Morning.”

“When did you wake up?”

“5 minutes before you? Are you okay, do you want anything?”

 

Khushi shook her head and blushed. Arnav kissed her lightly.

 

“Last night… Khushi last night was just… You were… I have no words baby.”

“Is that a good thing?”

“Of course. You left me breathless and speechless!”

“Arnavji I know I’m not totally experienced in this department…”

 

Arnav placed a finger on Khushi’s lip to stop her from talking.

 

“Okay firstly, you call me Arnav from now. Just Arnav, all the time, not just in bed. The way you say my name is so god damn sexy and secondly, this is new for both of us, it was the first time for both of us last night. So us doing this together, we’ll learn from each other and we’ll both progress together.”

“You’ve never…”

“Never. I don’t know why. I always thought I loved Maya, but at the same time I didn’t want to get serious with her if I knew we couldn’t get married.”

 

Khushi cuddled Arnav and love for him filled her body. He really was one in a million. She suddenly felt his body go rigid and she moved back.

 

“What’s wrong Arnavji… I mean, Arnav.”

“Last night, you said we didn’t need protection?”

“Oh…” Khushi looked away and blushed a deep shade of crimson. Arnav tilted her chin up to him.

 

“Khushi, move the blankets and look at what state we’re in. You don’t need to be so shy.”

 

Khushi blushed and playfully lifted the blankets.

 

“When did you put your shorts back on?”

“You can’t expect me to sleep in the raw like you.”

“Why not?”

“Because someone gets hurt if I don’t sleep with clothes on him. And if he’s hurt how can he pleasure you?”

 

Khushi laughed.

 

“Now tell me.”

“I… I’ve been taking the pill for a while.”

“You have?”

“Since after Valentines…”

“How come?”

“After what happened between us, I just got the hope that, maybe it wasn’t a mistake and maybe we would…”

“So you’ve been taking the pill every single day?”

“Yes.”

“So I don’t have to worry about you telling me we’re going to become parents just yet?”

 

Khushi giggled and Arnav held her close to himself.

 

“We should go back to sleep it’s still really early.”

“But I don’t want to go to sleep again.”

“What do you want to do then?”

 

Khushi moved into Arnav and kissed him. Arnav moved back so that he could lie flat on his back and allowed Khushi to move on top of him. Khushi allowed herself to kiss him and also let her hands get a good exploration of his body. Arnav wrapped his arms around Khushi and kissed her and back let her feel his skin. Her hands moved over his chest and abs and carried on going. Khushi came up for air and looked into his eyes. Khushi’s hands carried on making their way down. She found the waistband of his boxers and allowed her hands to move inside and took his penis into her hands and she instantly felt him harden.

 

“Khushi…”

 

Khushi grinned and let her hand move over his length and Arnav groaned.

 

“Stop.”

“Do you really want me to stop?”

“No…”

 

Khushi smirked and carried on her torture. Arnav did everything in his strength to hold himself together, but he could feel himself harden more than anything else. When Arnav knew he couldn’t take it any more, he flipped Khushi onto her back and moved on top of her. Khushi giggled and pulled him close to herself.

 

“You’re going to pay for that babes…”

 

 

Unwanted ~ Part 8

 

Arnav

 

We sat in the coffee shop, sipping at our coffees making small talk. I don’t really know what happened, one minute we were talking about nothing much and then Khushi asks me about Nimi.

 

“So how did you and Nimisha meet?”

“Ah well… We met a couple of years ago and we’ve been together about a year or so. We met at a party.”

“And your love story started there?”

“Pretty much. What about you and Ranveer?”

“Me and him have known each other for years.”

“How long have you been together? As in actually dating?”

“Quite a while, I’m not sure exactly how long it’s been.”

“So I’m guessing you guys have quite an intimate relationship.”

 

I saw her look up, and she had a confused expression on her face.

 

“I’m sorry that was intrusive, you don’t need to answer that.”

“No it’s just… Our relationship isn’t that intimate, I mean we’ve never… We’ve never made love or anything.”

“You haven’t?”

“No, I’ve always been a huge believer in the fact that sex outside marriage was a huge sin and so I’ve never let things get that serious between us.”

“Oh I see.”

“What about you and Nimisha?”

 

It was my turn to look at her awkwardly.

 

“No we haven’t done it either. Unlike you I don’t think Nimi would hold back, but I don’t want to sleep with her if I know I won’t be able to marry her. I mean a woman’s honour is her everything. Say me and her did have sex, but then she has to marry someone else. If the guy realises she’s been with someone else like that it could ruin everything for her.”

“But we’re in the 21st century.”

“I know, but I still wouldn’t risk it. I honour woman and I respect woman.”

“I never thought you’d be like this.”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean you’re Arnav Singh Raizada.”

 

I chuckled slightly and I noticed her looking slightly taken aback.

 

“I’m sorry but I don’t see what’s so funny.”

“No I’m not laughing at you. You’re just really cute and the stuff you come out with sometimes…”

 

She still look confused but she dismissed what was being said and looked at her watch.

 

“Arnav it’s getting late, we should get going.”

 

We made our way back to the hotel. It was getting dark and we walked by the beach. Khushi took her shoes off and walked in the sand.

 

“It looks so much prettier in the dark.”

“It does, the water looks so different.”

 

It was then the photographer approached us again.

 

“Mr and Mrs Raizada!”

“Hello!”

“You’re here again?”

“We were just passing by, have you been getting pictures like you wanted to?”

“Yes lots and lots and I think I have enough now.”

“That’s great.”

 

I looked at Khushi and then looked at the sunset and I had an idea. I took the bag out of Khushi hand and put it aside and guided her to the waters edge.

 

“Can you take a picture of us in front of the sunset and the water?”

“Of course I can!”

 

I looked at Khushi who smiled back at me and I draped my arm around her shoulder. The camera man took a picture of us. He told us to try a different pose as well, just so we have more than the one shot. I thought for a moment. I walked behind Khushi and hugged her from behind and the photographer took the picture of us.

 

“They look amazing! Should I have these sent to your hotel as well?”

“Yes please.”

 

The photographer walked away and Khushi looked up at me. She looked at me with a distant look in her eyes.

 

“Why must we be committed to other people?”

 

*****

 

We got back to the hotel and neither of us spoke about what Khushi said at the beach but she did leave me thinking. Why would she say something like that? Surely if she loved Ranveer she wouldn’t be saying something like that? Could it be she was falling for me?

My mind was going into overdrive and I looked over at Khushi who was sat on the sofa texting away on her phone. It looked as though she had just replied and she was waiting for the person on the other end to respond. When her phone did ping to signal that she had a reply she sighed as she read the text.

 

“Are you okay Khushi?”

 

She looked up at me and she faked a smile, acting like everything was okay.

 

“I’m fine.”

“Are you sure? You can talk to me you know.”

“I know, but like I said everything’s fine.”

 

I could tell something was up but I didn’t know what. What could have happened. At the coffee shop everything was fine, but once we left she went all quiet and then what she said at the beach… Something wasn’t quite adding up. I wanted to ask her, wanted to know, but I didn’t want to invade, it wasn’t my place to ask if she didn’t want to say anything.

She put her phone aside and went over to the wardrobe and took a nightdress out and went into the bathroom. I looked at the clock, it was coming up to 8pm! When had it got so late? Once she came out I asked if we should order dinner and she nodded. I ordered for us and a little while later room service came up with the food and we ate. I watched Khushi the whole time, but she looked so distant.

 

“It’s still quite early, should we watch a film?”

“Yeah, I’d like that.”

“Should we watch out in the living room or should we just watch in out room.”

“Can we watch in our room, I kind of want to get into bed.”

“Yeah, sure. What film would you like to watch?”

“I don’t mind.”

 

I nodded and we finished our dinner and I offered to clean up. I then went back into our room and got changed and then got into bed too. We scrolled through the list of films.

 

“Do you want to watch a Hollywood film or a Bollywood film?”

“Hollywood.”

“How does ‘The Fault In Our Stars’ sound to you?”

“I love that film!”

“Then that’s what we’ll watch.”

 

The film started and we both got into the bed and got comfortable. The film started and I watched Khushi’s expressions more than I watched the film. It was a great film, don’t get me wrong but it was one of those films I personally couldn’t get my teeth into. I’d watched it when it first came out with Nimisha who’d been crying by the end of it. I felt like it was too much of a teenagers film, but clearly women loved it.

When it got to the part where Augustus was telling Hazel about how his cancer had come back, I felt Khushi put her hand into mine and she moved closer to me. I looked over to her and noticed her eyes were still glued to the TV.

By the time the film ended, Khushi was really tired. She got into bed and fell asleep almost instantly, but I couldn’t take my hand out of hers. She was holding on to me so tightly. There was something about her, something which I couldn’t work out no matter how hard I tried. Maybe she didn’t want me to work her out, but maybe she was? I didn’t know what to think or what to do.

 

*****

 

I woke up before Khushi the next morning. Her phone was vibrating like mad on her side of the bed. She was still sleeping and she was sleeping so soundly, I didn’t want to wake her up. I reached over to her side of the bed and picked up her phone.

 

14 missed calls from Ranveer and 28 whatsapp messages and 5 normal text messages. I shouldn’t intrude but it was evident something was up. I scrolled through her notifications tray and looked at the snippets of the messages that I could see.

 

*Khushi answer the phone.*

*Let me explain.*

*Please just talk to me once*

*Baby I never meant to hurt you*

*For gods sake Khushi stop being so difficult!*

*You can’t expect me to waste 6 months of my life waiting around for you doing nothing you know.*

*Fine, don’t talk to me. You’ll have to face me when I arrive in 2 days time*

 

Damn, something major must have happened. Khushi began moving and I quickly put her phone back and lay down again. Could it be that Ranveer was cheating on Khushi, hence why all this?

Khushi began to wake up and she looked over at me and smiled slightly. She then turned around, her eyes wide and she picked up her phone. I watched her closely and she could tell I was watching her. Despite that, I saw her exhale loudly when she saw her notifications and she put her phone straight down again and turned back to me.

 

“Did you sleep alright?”

“I slept fine thanks, you?”

“Yes I slept well. What time did you say the party was?”

“Oh it’s at 7, and I was thinking that we should be there for about 6:45.”

 

Khushi nodded and she got out of bed and I watched her go to the bathroom. It was then that I decided that I would make the most of our time at the party and I would make her forget about all her troubles…

 

*****

 

Authors note : GUISE OMG so this is my 200th post on this blog! I don’t even know why I’m so excited but I am! A huge thanks to all my readers, for those of you who have been following me from the start, thank you so much for still being here for me and my stories. To all my newer readers, thank you for joining my adventures! You all are so amazing and I love you all tonnes and tonnes!

Coming up on Scars and Unwanted

“You should just leave Khushi!”

 

“I’m going to have ASR’s baby.”

 

“He could never love someone like you, you’re not his type!”

 

“I don’t understand why you’re doing all this now Khushi, what happened?”

 

“I wish I could love him.”

 

“I love YOU dammit!”

 

“Goodbye Arnav.”

 

*****

 

So I hope I’ve built some kind of suspense here. I’ve got so many ideas for both my stories I’m actually so excited! I feel like “Scars” is currently running through a slow patch and everyone’s thinking that the end is close, I assure you, I have at least one more twist up my sleeve before I let this story end and the real story of Unwanted hasn’t even started yet! So I’m going to leave you all thinking with this and please do try to figure out which story each line of the ‘trailer’ goes with