Forced to Love? ~ Part 8

Forced to Love? ~ Part 8

 

 

Arnav woke up the next morning and stretched. He had a good feeling within him, and then the memories came flooding back. The way he touched her, the way she responded, the way she kept wanting more. It was all just so amazing!

He turned to Khushi’s side of the bed and saw that she was already awake. She was holding the covers up to her neck and sitting up, smiling slightly, staring at nothing in particular. Arnav pushed himself up and sat down next to Khushi. She hadn’t realised. He moved in a started kissing her neck. He heard her gasp, and then felt her tiny hands push him away.

 

“Good morning Khushi.”

“Arnav we need to talk.”

“Are you sure, I was thinking along the lines of another round. Now that I’ve had you, I can’t get enough of you babes.”

“NO! For gods sake listen to me!”

“Calm down, I was joking, tell me, what’s the matter?”

“Last night was a complete mistake!”

“What? Oh I get it, don’t worry, it doesn’t matter we didn’t use protection, it was your first and mine as well, so there’s a smaller chance you getting pregnant.”

“It’s not that!”

“What is it then babes?”

“Stop addressing me like that! I hate you and I regret last night more than anything ever!”

“What? No!”

“You heard me! I regret last night more than anything I my life!”

“But I thought that’s what you wanted!”

“No, you forced yourself onto me! I didn’t want it!”

“But I asked you!”

“But I wasn’t in the state to think!”

“But you were so responsive, I though that’s what you wanted!”

“No! Why are you doing this to me? Why are you forcing me to love you?”

“I wasn’t! I swear, I though you wanted it. That you felt the same way as me!”

“I don’t love you, I don’t want you! I love Karan! I always have done and always will do!”

 

At this point Arnav’s anger started to rise. Even after everything, she still loved that scum!

 

“Well here’s news for you Khushi! He doesn’t love you! He never has, all he’s wanted to do was sleep with you!”

“And what did you do! You went and slept with me!”

“Because you’re my wife and I though you loved me!”

“Look, we can’t end this marriage for at least 6 months. The court wont let us, but until then you are free to go out with other women, sleep with them, do whatever the hell you want, but leave me alone!”

“So you want to end this?”

“I never wanted it in the first place!”

“Fine! I’ll stay away from you. I’ll go out with others! I’ll do whatever the hell I want, happy now?”

“Yes!”

 

Arnav got out of bed angrily and went into the bathroom. Standing under the shower flashes of the night before tormented him.

She had wanted him; he hadn’t forced himself on her. And now he would back off, make her fall for him on her own accord, but in the meantime he would have fun. He didn’t have a reason to stay loyal. He would go out and have fun with other woman and she wouldn’t be able to say anything.

Forced to Love? ~ Part 7

Forced to Love? ~ Part 7

 

 

Khushi liked where things were going. Arnav continued his torture on her neck but pulled away. He saw Khushi in her half dazed state and smiled. He wanted to take things further and she was clearly enjoying herself, but he knew she was insecure and didn’t want to take advantage of her. Khushi pushed her hair away, still breathing heavily.

 

“Arnav, I…”

“It ok, don’t worry, I understand, you’re not ready.”

 

They went back to watching the film which was still running. Khushi was still breathing heavily. She was so confused, she loved the feeling of him kissing her and she wanted so much more, but…

The lead couple on the TV were now undressing each other and kissing madly, Arnav turned to Khushi who looked back at him. He wanted her so badly.

Khushi moved forward and Arnav did too. Their lips met in the middle and both started kissing passionately. Arnav pushed Khushi back on the sofa and lay on top of her, still kissing her like a starved animal.

Khushi pulled Arnav closer to herself and held on to him tightly. His hands travelled down her body, feeling the curves.

 

“Bed.”

 

Arnav heard Khushi. He lifted her up, still kissing her and walked over to the bedroom. Kicking the door shut behind them, he threw Khushi onto the bed and pulled his t-shirt off. Throwing himself on top of her, the fight to undress each other began. He pulled Khushi’s kameez off while her fingers fumbled with his belt. Once they were in nothing but their underwear, Arnav looked at Khushi who was clearly drugged with passion.

 

“Are you sure?”

“Just take me Arnav!”

 

He pulled his boxers off and then went to take her bra and panties off. Aligning himself with her, he thrust into her and felt her virginity shatter. She winced in pain and clung on to him.

 

“You’re a virgin!”

“Yeah, didn’t you know?”

 

Arnav shook his head and then began to thrust in her again. He pulled himself out and then dived back in. Khushi gasped at the feelings that were racking through her body. Never had she felt such pleasure before. He continued his out in motion until they climaxed and he lay spent on top of her. He knew that sex with Khushi would be something amazing, but what he was feeling now, was beyond anything else.

 

“You ok?”

“Mmmm…”

As sleep began to take over, Khushi wrapped her arms around Arnav and fell asleep. Both were content and nothing could come between them now.

Forced to Love? ~ Part 6

Forced to Love? ~ Part 6

 

 

A few weeks had passed and Khushi and Payal had settled into their new homes. Payal was happy with her husband, whereas Khushi was still finding it hard to settle down with Arnav.

 

The family had sent Payal and Akaash on honeymoon 3 days after the wedding, but Arnav and Khushi were unable to join them due to Arnav’s work. Arnav had been slightly disappointed that work had come up, he had hoped that during their time alone on honeymoon, he would have been able to get Khushi to warm up to him. Khushi on the other hand was glad that they hadn’t been on honeymoon. She had grown fond of her husband, however she still hoped somewhere deep down that Karan would come back for her, and if he did, she wanted to be able to say that she had remained loyal.

But she knew he would never come back. She had seen on his Facebook page that he was already in a relationship with someone else. Khushi wanted to be able to open up to Arnav the way he had done over the last couple of weeks, but she couldn’t. He had been patient and loving the whole time, but she could tell it was beginning to get tedious for him. He had tried to kiss her, but she had pushed him away the other night.

 But Khushi had to admit, he was damn hot. Arnav had come out of the bathroom the other day in nothing but his boxers. He looked like a god! Khushi couldn’t help but stare at his abs, but her ‘besharam’ eyes didn’t stop there. They wondered down to his manhood and she noticed that even through the boxers she could tell it was huge. When he caught her staring down there, she blushed. Arnav had simply smirks and said.

“It’s all yours baby, stare as long as you want, I’ll pull my boxers down if you want a better look!”

Khushi had rushed out of the room after that.

 

Now the family had all gathered in the living room and all were waiting for Arnav. When he arrived, he took his place next to his wife.

 

“I would just like to say that I have remembered something which should be done very soon. I remembered that Khushi bitiya and chote haven’t been on their honeymoon yet and I feel that they should go.”

 

Everyone nodded and muttered in agreement. Arnav lightened up, he was finally going to be able to spend some time alone with his woman.

However Khushi wasn’t smiling. The colour had drained out from her face.

 

Later that evening, Arnav and Khushi were in their room packing their bags, getting ready to leave the next morning. Khushi saw Arnav put a box of condoms in his bag and Khushi couldn’t help but feel nervous.

 

“Did he honestly think that going to another place would be enough to make her sleep with him?”

 

The next morning they woke up early and got onto the privet helicopter that would be taking them to Agra where they would be spending their honeymoon. During the trip on the helicopter, Khushi felt nervous and feeling her nerves, Arnav placed his arm around her in order to comfort her. But this only made her more anxious as to what he may try over the next week when they would be all alone.

 

They reached the resort and booked in, taking the key to their cabin. Once at the door, Arnav lifted Khushi off her feet and took her in. once inside, he put her down again and locked the door properly. Khushi went ahead to look around and see what there was. She noticed there was a small living room with a huge TV, there was a small kitchen that had every type of food imaginable. She went on into the bedroom. It was huge and the bed was a super king sized one. The bathroom was an on suite and was humongous.

Arnav walked into the bedroom and placed the bags on the floor to one side.

 

“So, what do you want to do now?”

“Can we go out?”

“Are you sure, I’d rather we stayed in, spend some time together, alone.”

“NO! I want to see the Taj Mahal!”

“Ok, ok, I’ll take you.”

 

They got dressed and then left. Khushi wanted to stay away from the cabin as much as she could. She didn’t want to be alone with Arnav for too long. Its not that she didn’t trust him, it was simply a matter of she wasn’t sure what she wanted yet and whether she was ready or not.

 

After spending a whole day out, they went back to their cabin and watched a movie. To their utter dislike, they were all romances. Arnav chose one and put it on. Arnav sat down on the sofa and pulled Khushi next to him so that he could put his arm around her.

They watched the film and to Khushi’s dislike, a lot of it was very romantic and hot. However when the lead couple began to kiss, she couldn’t help but think back to her and Arnav’s kiss. It felt as though it had happened such a long time ago. But the truth was she had thoroughly enjoyed being kissed by Arnav. His lips were firm but not hard and were the perfect shape, as though they were made for kissing. 

Khushi hadn’t realised when, but Arnav had started kissing her neck. She would have pushed him away, but she enjoyed the feel of his lips on his neck.

Arnav bit her neck lightly and then soothed the pain by licking it. Khushi gasped at the feeling but didn’t move. She liked where this was going.

 

Forced to Love? ~ Part 5

Forced to Love? ~ Part 5

 

 

“So did you guys enjoy yourselves chote?”

“Yeah it was great di.”

“Have you guys eaten or should I get HP to warm you some food.”

“No it’s ok di, we’ve eaten!”

“Ok, goodnight.”

 

Arnav and Khushi left and made their way towards their room. Arnav allowed Khushi to enter first and then entered. He shut the door behind him and locked it. Khushi heard the lock and her insides clenched.

She gipped the side of her sari and Arnav noticed this.

 

“Don’t worry, I wont force myself onto you. I’ll wait until you are ready.”

 

This caused Khushi to relax, but she wasn’t sure. Somehow only last night she had ended up in a tight embrace with him. How could she be sure he wouldn’t try anything.

Arnav went into the bathroom and got ready for bed. Once he came out, Khushi took her nightdress and went into the bathroom. She came out in a short silky nightdress. Arnav looked up and was dazed by her beauty.

 

“You know Khushi, you don’t want me to try anything on you, yet you go and do this. If you come to bed looking so hot, it will be hard for me to keep my hands off you!”

 

Khushi blushed and got into bed. Almost as soon as her head hit the pillow she was asleep.

 

*****

 

Khushi was drowning and no one was coming to help her. She had called out to everyone she knew, but no one came. Karan was walking past and she called out to him. He simply laughed in her face and walked away. She was drowning…

 

Khushi woke up with a fright. She looked around. She was safe, she was in bed. She looked to Arnav’s side of the bed, but he wasn’t there. Slowly she got up and went to the poolside, but he wasn’t there. She opened their bedroom door and saw that there was a light on in one of the rooms ahead of her. She walked over to it and realised that it was a storeroom. She pushed the door open and saw Arnav inside. She walked in and shut the door behind her. She approached him, and then placed a hand on his shoulder.

He turned and smiled looking at his confused wife. Khushi noticed that he had tears in his eyes.

 

“What are you doing awake at this time of night?”

“Are you ok? And I should be asking you that question, what are you doing up at this time of night?”

“I was missing my Ma. That’s why I came here. You know Khushi it’s her birthday today. If she was still alive she would have been 50 today! Gosh, she was so young when she died, it’s not fair!”

 

Arnav began crying bitterly. Khushi hugged him, trying to comfort him. He pulled himself together slightly.

 

“I hate my father. He’s still alive, enjoying life, yet my mom, my beautiful mom. She gone. Khushi you asked me why I married you. I told you some of my reasons, but she’s the rest of them. She always wanted a beautiful and educated daughter-in-law. Someone who would look after the family and me. And after meeting you, I just knew, you had to be the one! And what’s more is that you have her eyes.”

 

He pointed towards a photograph and Khushi saw it. His mother had the same eyes as her.

 

“It’s crazy, but your eyes remind me to much of my mothers. I see the same amount of love in your eyes that I always saw in hers; I guess that’s another reason why I wanted to marry you.”

“You are one of the sweetest men I’ve ever met, you know that Arnav?”

“I didn’t know, thanks for telling me.”

“Shall we go back to bed?”

“Yeah.”

 

They walked back to their bedroom.

 

“Khushi, why are you awake, I left you asleep?”

“I had a nightmare. I’m not used to sleeping alone. I guess when you left, that’s when they started.”

“I make your nightmares go away.”

“Well yeah, as long as I have someone next to me at night, I don’t have nightmares.”

“Should I tell you something Khushi?”

“If you want to.”

“Last night was the first time in 14 years I didn’t have a nightmare.”

“Really, why?”

“Because you were sleeping in my arms.”

Forced to Love? ~ Part 4

Forced to Love? ~ Part 4

 

 

“What the hell is going on here?”

“Oh Khushi! You’ve arrived, I thought you’d come later!”

 

Khushi eyed the girl who had her arms around Karan. She moved away, grabbed her bag and ran.

 

“I’ll call you later Karan!”

 

Khushi turned around and made her way to leave when Karan stopped her.

“What’s wrong? I haven’t done anything!”

“Snogging the face off another girl doesn’t count as nothing Karan Mehra!”

“So it’s ok for you to be cooped up in your husband’s arms in his bed, yet I can’t kiss another girl!”

“Arnav hasn’t touched me and I’ve been keeping my distance!”

“Khushi, your father might be alive for another year, you can’t expect me not to have fun in the meantime. And besides it’s not like you give me anything! We’ve been together near enough 2 years and you won’t have sex with me!”

“You know why that is. I feel that it’s wrong to do it outside of wedlock.”

“So you’re married now! If your husband forces himself onto you, you aren’t going to stop him are you! So why can’t I have fun with other women in the meantime!”

“How could you think so low of my husband? I admit he’s a bit possessive and yeah he loves me, but I don’t love him, so I wouldn’t let him touch me!”

“Yet you claim to love me, but even I can’t touch you!”

“If you want me so badly, why haven’t you spoken to your family about marrying me?”

“I don’t believe in marriage and you know that!”

“Then it’s over between us! I don’t see the point in remaining loyal to you when you’re not going to marry me.”

“If you want to end it, so be it! We were only in this relationship for so long because you wanted to be in it! Remember that Khushi, I never loved you! I just wanted to sleep with you and you knew it all along!”

 

With that Karan picked up his stuff and left the room. He slammed the door shut behind him and left Khushi heartbroken. Collapsing on the bed, Khushi cried her eyes out.

The door slowly opened again and Khushi looked up hopefully, hoping that Karan may have come back for her. But she was disappointed. It was Arnav. He rushed to Khushi’s side and took her into his arms.

 

“You ok? What’s the matter? Are you honestly crying over him! He isn’t worth it Khushi, don’t cry! He’s a sex maniac and would never have kept you happy!”

 

Wiping her tears she looked up at Arnav.

“How do you know what happened?”

“Did you honestly think that I would sit like a good little boy in the lobby waiting for you, while you were talking to your creepo boyfriend? Give me some credit; I am Arnav Singh Raizada you know!”

 

Khushi smiled lightly and hugged Arnav.

 

“Thank you.”

“Yes, but you have hurt my feelings by telling that douche that you don’t love me.”

“I’m sorry.”

 

She placed a small kiss on his cheek and he smiled.

 

“It’s ok. I understand. And Khushi I’ll wait for you. I’ll always be there for you, and when you’re ready to accept me, I’ll be a husband to you in all senses.”

 

Khushi blushed. ‘All senses’ she knew what he had meant.

 

“Why do you love me Arnav?”

“Because you’re the kindest, sweetest and most beautiful girl I’ve ever meant.”

“So you didn’t marry me just because I’m supposedly sexy?”

“You are sexy and its one of the reasons, but not the main, who you are matters so much more to me.”

 

There was a silence and ArHi started at each other. Khushi moved in and kissed Arnav lightly on his lips. She moved back, but he stopped her and pulled her back towards himself. Holding her waist he kissed her. It started slow but the fire grew. Neither was inexperienced when it came to kissing, but this kiss was way different to any other kisses they had shared with any other person. Arnav pinched her hand lightly and Khushi gasped. He took his opportunity to plunge his tongue into her mouth and taste her. Khushi did the same when she realised what he was going. The duel for dominance had begun, but was short lived as they broke apart, gasping for air.

Khushi pulled away blushing and Arnav looked at her awkwardly.

 

“I’m sorry Khushi, I just got carried away.”

“Same here.”

“But I must admit, you are delicious!”

“You are too.”

“Maybe we can have another round some time soon.”

“Maybe we can!”

 

Forced to Love? ~ Part 3

Forced to Love? ~ Part 3

 

 

Khushi woke up the next morning. Yawning she took in the room. Slowly she tries to move but finds she can’t due to a pair of arms holding onto her in a tight grip.

“When the heck did this happen? When I fell asleep he wasn’t anywhere near me.”

Confused at the position she was in; she lifted the covers slightly and saw that she and Arnav were both fully dressed.

“Thank god, I was getting worried, what if something had happened and I hadn’t even realised!”

Carefully she untangled herself from Arnav’s grip and got out of bed. Taking out her clothes, she made her way to the bathroom. Arnav opened an eye once he heard the door shut.

Smiling Arnav looked at the closed door.

 

“This is the power of Arnav Singh Raizada, you had to check where or not you still had your clothes on… Welcome to hell Khushi Kumari Gupta, Singh Raizada. I will make you think about my love so much, that you will automatically have to fall in love with me. If Arnav wants something. Arnav gets! Arnav wants Khushi and that’s exactly what he’s going to get.”

 

 

At breakfast Khushi looked around. She still couldn’t understand how she had managed to end up in Arnav’s arms. She saw her Jiji coming down the stairs. She rushed over to her and wished her a good morning.

Payal pulled Khushi into the kitchen.

 

“Tell me, how was your suhaag raat Khushi?”

“You first!”

“It was amazing! Honestly Khushi Akaash is so romantic. Last night was just so…”

“Jiji, I don’t really want to know! As long as you enjoyed yourself, I don’t care, no need to go into detail!”

“Ok, ok, now you!”

“What about me? Nothing happened between me and him, I told you, I’m only doing this for a couple of weeks, and then I’m leaving and going back to Karan.”

“But Khushi! Arnav is so much better than Karan! He’s so much more than Karan!”

“Than you should have married him! Look I’ve already said this, I can’t love Arnav!”

“But he loves you!”

“And I love Karan! Not everyone can get what they want!”

“So you’re going to break everyone in this family’s heart for your happiness?”

“Yes, is that a crime?”

“You won’t get it Khushi because you were always the spoilt one, you’ve never cared about anyone!”

“If I didn’t care, why would I have got married in the first place?”

 “Well you’re married now; give this relationship and Arnav a chance!”

“Jiji, this conversation isn’t getting anywhere, please, let’s end it here!”

 

Just as Payal was going to say something Mamiji walked in and told her new daughter-in-laws what they had to prepare, once she was done she left.

Payal and Khushi prepared breakfast in utter silence and when it was ready, served it to the family.

 

Arnav took what his wife had prepared and took a bite.

 

“Khushi this is delicious!”

“Thanks.”

“Oh Khushi, can you come up to our room, I need to speak to you.”

“Ok.”

 

Arnav pushed his chair back and walked over to the stairs. Khushi put her stuff down and the followed him.

Once inside the room, Arnav passed Khushi her phone.

 

“Karan called.”

“He did! What did he say?”

“He was asking about you. Said something about wanting to see you.”

“I guess I should call him right?”

“Whatever.”

 

Arnav left and Khushi dialled Karan’s number.

 

“Hey Karan, baby I miss you so much.”
“Yeah right, so how was your first night with him?”

“What?”

“Was he good in bed?”

“How am I supposed to know? I haven’t slept with him have I?

“Really?”

“Yes really, don’t you trust me?”

“I do.”

“Then what kind of question was that!? If you don’t trust me and don’t think I’d stay loyal to you, tell me now!”

“Babe, you’re getting angry for no reason! Look let me make it up to you, how about you come and see me in Blue Waters hotel this evening.”

“What time?”

“9. And I’ll try to get us into out usual room.”

“Ok. Text me the details.”

“See you soon.”

“Hm…”

Forced to Love? ~ Part 2

Forced to Love? ~ Part 2 

 

The Raizada family entered with the new brides. Payal smiled and took in her new surrounding, this was her permanent home. Khushi looked around. She was impressed, everything was decorated nicely, but she wasn’t getting attached. A few weeks and she would leave this place, never turning back to look at it.

Anjali told both couples to go up to their respective rooms.

 

Arnav took Khushi’s hand and lead her to their bedroom. The moment he shut the door, she pulled her hand out of his grip and moved towards her luggage that were already awaiting her. She pulled out a nightdress and went into the bathroom. Arnav sighed, this was going to be tough, but he knew he and his love were tougher.

Khushi walked out of the bathroom, her lengha draped over her arm and her jewellery still on her. She set the clothes down on the sofa and sat down at the dressing table slowly taking her jewellery off.

 

“Isn’t a newly wedded bride meant to leave her jewellery on for the night? Isn’t it my job to take it off, while making love to you?”

“God, what do you think of me? Do you really think I’m going to let you touch me?”

“See this is what I love about you, your rebellion nature!”

“Keep loving it, that’s all you’re going to get.”
“I promise you, Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada, you will be begging me to touch you. Maybe not now, but soon!”

“You keep dreaming Arnav Singh Raizada. I am committed to another man.”

“A man, who you don’t let touch you. Are you sure he’s the one?”

“Whether I sleep with him or not, has nothing to do with you!”

“I’m your husband now.”
“Only for a few weeks.”

“I will be your first and last, mark my words!”

 

It was late that night and the new couple had got into bed. As much as she didn’t want to share the same bed as him, she didn’t have a choice. She knew he wouldn’t try anything, he’d never do anything like that, and it would affect his status, his image.

But she had to admit, she liked his nature, his confidence. He was so confident, how could he be, when even she wasn’t sure of what she wanted?

Arnav lay in bed, staring at Khushi’s back. He could tell she was falling asleep, her body was relaxing. Once he noticed she was asleep, he pulled her towards him. Cuddling her close, he breathed in her scent. Placing a light kiss, he fell asleep. This was the start of someone wonderful and he wouldn’t let it go. He would win her over, even if it was the last thing he had to do!

Forced to Love? ~ Part 1

Khushi was getting married to Arnav Singh Raizada. Is that a good thing? Maybe to some, but not to her. This marriage was just for her ill Babuji. He only had a few weeks left to live and wanted to see both his daughters happily married before he left. So while Payal was happily marrying Arnav brother, Akaash, she was forced into marrying Arnav. Oh how she regretted going with Payal to meet Akaash. When they went out, Akaash always brought his cousin along so that Khushi wouldn’t feel lonely and where had it got her? Due to all the time that they spent alone together, Arnav had fallen in love with her. But she, as lovely as he was, she was committed to another man. She had promised him to love him forever and a day and now she was marrying someone else. Karan wasn’t pleased, but he said he’d wait for her. She had planned to tell Arnav the full truth, hoping he would understand.

 

“Arnav there’s something you have to know.”

“What’s that?”

“I love someone else.”

“Oh. Then why did you agree for us to get married?”
“Because Babuji didn’t approve of Karan and I don’t want to see him sad before he dies. But Arnav after he’s gone, nothing can stop me from going back to Karan.”

“So our marriage won’t mean anything to you?”

“no, it doesn’t, its simply so that my Babuji dies happy, knowing his daughters are happy.”
“As you wish.”

“Aren’t you going to say anything?”
“No, all I will say is that I will do all that I can while we are married to make you realise how much I love you and how much you mean to me. If I do not succeed you are free to leave me.”

“So you’re going to force me into loving you? Are you sick in the head?”

“I never said anything about forcing you. You will fall for me on my own accord.”

“You really think that’s going to happen?”

“I know it will, Khushi Kumari Gupta.”

 

She kept playing that conversation in her head. What was she going to do? There was nothing she could do now; she was dressed in her wedding attire, waiting for her groom to arrive. Wasn’t she just the luckiest bride in the world?

 

“You’ll never force me into loving you Arnav Singh Raizada, never!”