They reached room number 45 and Arnav unlocked the door. He gestured Khushi inside and then locked the door behind him. This action reminded Khushi of their first date when she had been worried that he would try to make a move on her. And now, months later, here they were again, locked in a hotel room, but this time he was her boyfriend and she loved him to such an extent that it felt almost seemed unreal.
Before Khushi could even take the room in, Arnav pushed her up against the door and pressed his lips onto hers in a hungry kiss. Khushi had thought the last one had been heated and hungry, but this proved her completely wrong. Placing his hands on her hips, Arnav kissed her as though there was no tomorrow. Khushi couldn’t help but kissed him back with the same level of hunger and passion. His hands moved from her hips to her neck. He rubbed circles on her neck with his thumbs and made her moan out. His hands continued their torture and then moved back down her body. His hands reached the sides of her breasts and he stopped as he thought Khushi would pull away like she did every other time, but she didn’t. He hesitated for a moment before he let his hands travel over and cupped her breasts. She gasped; this was new. No man had touched her like this. Was she to be shocked? She didn’t know, all she knew was that it felt good and began imagining how it would feel if she didn’t have clothes on. The kiss broke and Arnav looked at her, his hands still cupping her breasts.
“I want us to go further Khushi. Heck I need it. But if you don’t want to then it’s fine, I understand.”
“I…”
“It’s no pressure at all. If you want, we can. If you don’t then I am willing to wait as long as it takes.”
Khushi looked at his hands on her, and then thought to herself. Was this what she wanted? Was she ready for this? She watched as he slowly began taking his hands off her and it was in that moment that she realised she didn’t want him to let go, that she wasn’t ready for this to end yet. She wanted more. Blushing, she nodded.
“This is what I want.”
Arnav smiled. He pulled Khushi into another kiss. His hands moved off her breasts and travelled to her back. He pulled the dori of her dress off slowly and began pushing the dress off her shoulders. He kissed her neck and shoulders, biting her lightly and then licking it, soothing the pain. Arnav pulled away and looked at Khushi, she whimpered slightly, she hated being away from him. He looked at her and then began pulling her dress off her. It fell to the ground and Arnav’s eyes feasted on her body. She looked amazing. He moved slightly closer and pulled that the stings on her shelwar. It too fell to the ground and Khushi hesitantly, stepped out of it. Arnav looked at her. She looked so beautiful standing there in her blue underwear. Arnav moved around her, and she couldn’t help but feel slightly self conscious. Was he checking her out all round? Making sure she was good? But he wasn’t. He went round and stood behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist. His lips found her neck and his hands travelled along her body. Lightly, he touched her stomach, and Khushi felt tingles run through her body under his light touch. His hands teased her by dropping down to the waistband of her pants and she held her breath thinking he was going to go lower, but he didn’t. He brought his hands up again and cupped her breasts. Khushi arched back into him at the feel of his hands, and let out a breathy sigh as his fingers passed over her nipples. His hands lowered again and Khushi held her breath as she felt him nearing the waistband of her pants. She felt him pause as he played with her waistband. She let herself relax a little because it seemed he wouldn’t do what she was thinking he was going to do and then he did it. Khushi’s breath caught as she felt his fingers slide under the waistband and rest on her. He paused.
“I can stop if you want.”
“Don’t stop.”
He lowered his lips back to her neck as he stroked her sensitive skin gently. She let out a breathy sigh as she felt his fingers caressing her skin and the gasped at the feel of his finger slowly entered her body. Khushi bit down on her lip as she felt him move his fingers lightly, exploring the inside of her body. She felt him apply varying pressures on his fingers and sometimes he moved more quickly, other times more slowly. Khushi felt the pressure growing between her hips and she leaned back into him, begging that she be able to stay up on her own without collapsing in on him.
Arnav could feel her body tightening like a coil and withdrew his fingers. He turned her around and looked into her eyes.
“If you’re not ready for this, or don’t want this, if you don’t want to go any further, it’s fine with me Khushi, I promise you, I’ll wait for you. I don’t want to force you into this.”
“You’re not. This is what I want.”
Hearing this Arnav lifted Khushi off the floor and placed her down onto the bed. Putting her down, he walked into the bathroom. Khushi lay there, waiting for him to come out, struggling to understand why he went in there in the first place. Moments later, he came back out with a box in his hand. Khushi’s eyes focused on it and she blushed as she realised what they were. Condoms. Putting the box down on the bedside table he flashed her a cheeky grin.
“Thank god these fancy hotels always have condoms in the bathroom. We’d have had to halted our plans if they didn’t.”
She smiled as she sat up, pulling her knees to her chest. She watched as he slowly removed his jacket and shirt. He kept his eyes on her as he undressed himself, not wanting to miss her reaction towards his body. He watched as she bit her lip as he threw his shirt aside. He watched as her eyes widened and as she shamelessly took in his naked torso.
Khushi took in his washboard abs and his broad shoulders. She bit her lip lightly as she took in the hair on his chest, and found herself following the line of hair down to his waistband. She noticed the faint V lines that went down into his pants. She watched as he slowly unbuttoned his trousers and pulled down the fly. She bit her lip once more as his trousers fell to the ground and he stepped out of them.
He made his way back towards her, and got onto the bed. He crawled towards her and then moved over her. Khushi clutched the sheets as he neared her, closing the distance between them, her eyes locked on his. He came over her, pushing her back into the bed, his lips on her exposed neck, while his hands fondled with her breasts. Khushi moaned at the feel of his hands on her and hooked her leg around his waist in an attempt to dull the ache that was growing inside her. His lips moved down from her neck to her still covered breasts then pulled back. Lifting her slightly, he reached around and undid her bra and threw it aside. Moving his eyes away from hers, he looked down at her chest and couldn’t help but let out a moan. The sight in front of him was to die for. She had the most perfect pair of breasts he had ever seen, almost as though they had been curated for him. He lightly fingered her nipples and felt as they hardened further under his touch. Fixing his eyes on her once more, he slowly lowered his mouth to on of her nipples and took it between his lips, sucking on it lightly. He continued to work his magic with his hands on the other breast, trying to give it the equal amount of attention. Pulling back, he lowered his mouth to the other breast and did the same. Khushi arched back into the bed, enjoying the pleasure that this man was giving her. She could faintly feel his manliness between her legs and she was almost certain that it was growing harder the longer they were together.
Arnav pushed himself off the bed and and pulled his boxers off. And finally Khushi saw it. She could feel her eyes widen as she took him in but she couldn’t help it, she couldn’t take her eyes off of him. He was huge!
Closing the distance between them, he wrapped his arms around her as he kissed her. He rested his length against her, letting her get accustomed to his weight on her. He rubbed his length against her but then realised that there was still a barrier between them. Pulling her panties away, he looked at her. She was a true woman.
“Khushi, I can’t hold myself back any longer. I ache to be within you.”
“I want you, within me… But, I don’t think you’ll fit…”
“Babes, I will fit. We’re made for each other, it’ll definitely fit. It’ll hurt a bit, but I promise, that’s only for this time.”
Khushi nodded her head as she braced herself. Arnav picked up the box that he had put beside him and took out a little packet. Opening it, he took out the content of it, and pulled it over his throbbing length.
He lowered himself once more and Khushi gasped at the feeling of him closing in on her. She placed her hands on his shoulders and entered her. He held himself still and locked his eyes onto hers.
“Baby, it’s going to hurt, but I promise the pleasure you will get will be beyond that pain.”
Again Khushi nodded, she was ready for whatever was coming next.
*****
“Ah- Arnav! Stop!”
“Come with me Khushi, it’s ok. Don’t worry baby, you’re ok. Trust me.”
*****
Arnav collapsed against Khushi and breathed heavily. Getting his energy back, he lifted himself onto his elbow and looked at her, smiling.
“That was amazing.”
Khushi blushed as she pulled the sheets up to her chest and settled down beside him.
“Like you.”
*****
A few hours later, though Khushi was aching from the first time, she had reached over to Arnav, wanting to go again. Arnav had happily complied and now they were both nearing their climax once more.
“I can’t hold on… Arnav… It’s too much!”
“Hang in there babes…”
With one last thrust, Khushi spun off the edge and Arnav released. He pulled the cover over them once more and slumber took over…
*****
Khushi awoke the next morning. Her body was aching but she was feeling content. She rolled onto her side and looked at Arnav. Khushi smiled as she recalled the events of the night before.
His kisses.
Her kisses.
His touches.
Her touches.
His thrusts.
Her moans.
His groans.
Her orgasms.
His climax.
Their love.
Khushi nuzzled herself into Arnav’s arms, smiling. They’d made love one more time after their second time. Khushi had known it was a bad idea because she knew her body wasn’t accustomed to him yet, but she couldn’t get enough of him. Even after doing it for a third time, Khushi wasn’t entirely satisfied and wanted to go again but she knew she wasn’t ready for it. He had been much more gentle with her the third time, knowing she’d be sore.
Turning, she looked at the clock, it was nearly 9:30.
Gasping, she jumped out of bed, grabbed her clothes off the floor and went into the bathroom.
Arnav woke up a little while later and reached out to Khushi’s side of the bed but found that it was cold. Sitting up, he looked around the room and then heard the water running in the bathroom and smiled. She hadn’t left while he was sleeping. Turning, he looked at the bedside table and noticed condom wrappers scattered across the top. There was a musky smell lingering in the room and lay back down again, smiling at the thoughts of the night before.
“Damn, she knows how to turn you on Arnav Singh Raizada!”
“And, you know how to turn me on.”
Arnav looked up to see Khushi coming out of the bathroom, fully dressed, drying her hair with a towel. She came towards the bed and sat down on the edge.
“You’re dressed?”
“Yes, Lavanya and I have to get going, aunty and uncle will start to worry if we don’t get home soon.”
“I understand. Thank you, for last night. It was the best night of my life. Literally the best birthday I have ever had.”
“I… You’re welcome.”
“And I hope we have many more nights like last night coming soon.”
“Arnav, I was thinking, maybe we shouldn’t do this again any time soon.”
“What? Why not?”
Arnav sat up, his forehead creased as he looked at her.
“Because it’s wrong Arnav. I know you love me and I love you, but we can’t do this. Just imagine if we don’t get married to each other. We would have to tell whoever we marry that we’ve already have sex before. I don’t know how to explain this, but it would be awkward and it could cause complications. Hence why I believe that we shouldn’t do it again until we know we will actually be marrying each other, or to be safer, after marriage.”
“I understand what you are saying, but now that we have done this, I can’t stay away from you Khushi. And whether we’ve done it once, or whether we do it every night, it doesn’t change the fact that we have done it. If it comes down to it, and if we do have to think about marrying other people, if someone wanted to hold it against you, one night is enough for them to reject you.”
“I understand what you’re saying, but please try to understand what I am saying too. As much as it is about the future, it is about me too. I just feel I would feel guilty if we kept doing it outside of marriage. I don’t know if I can live with myself knowing that I was regularly having premarital sex.”
Arnav took her hands into his and smiled.
“I understand what you’re saying and I respect your wishes. If you don’t want to do it, then we won’t. I’ll wait, because I love you and I want you to be at ease with me.”
“Thank you, for being so understanding. I know it’s going to be hard but think about it like this, next time we do it, we won’t have any barriers between us. Not even a condom.”
“My, my, you are one bold woman. But you know we could have done it without a condom last night, but it was just to protect you. And me really.”
“I know.”
A comfortable silence fell between them and Arnav moved in to kiss her. But just as the gap between them reduced, Arnav’s phone rang. Sighing, he answered the phone.
“Yeah?”
“Bhai, it’s Akaash. Lavanya’s saying to tell Khushi to hurry up, they have to go.”
“Yeah, ok. Khushi’s on her way.”
Disconnecting the call, Arnav turned to Khushi, sighing.
“Akaash’s call, Lavanya wants you to hurry up.”
“Are you going to take me downstairs, or am I to leave on my own?”
Arnav smiled and got out of bed.
“Give me 5 minutes.”
Arnav went to have a shower and Khushi began to tidy the room a bit. She put the used wrappers into the bin, and saw all the used condoms that were already lying at the bottom of the bin. Khushi moved to make the bed and couldn’t help but relive all that had happened the night before. She saw that there were some blood stains, evidence of what had happened, the last of her virginity. Stripping the bed, the left the bed linen in the wash basket by the door.
Before she could think of anything else, Arnav had come out of the bathroom, dressed and ready to go. He took Khushi’s hand and they left the room. Upon reaching the main hall, the saw that some of the decorations from the night before were still around. The Raizada’s and Lavanya were having breakfast, talking. Shyam looked up and saw Arnav and Khushi.
“Aagaya Saale Saab aur Khushi ji.”
“Oh, good morning chote and Khushi.”
“Good morning Di.”
“Did you have a good nights sleep?”
Arnav looked at Khushi, who blushed, giving them away instantly.
“The best nights sleep ever Di.”
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